Jul 29, 2004 21:04
Today wasn't as great for me. We went out to march...I was in a very sucky group. Since my right leg is shorter than my left, I was having a bit of trouble with it. It kept locking up whenever I tried to role my foot. Once we went inside, ofcourse I wasn't hungry, but I ate a pizza anyways. I felt kind of left out, alienated...whatever you want to call it. I mean I know these people aren't trying to, but it happens. Then...someone else.. told me not to worry, but this person left me out to dry. I might as well get used to it though.
Rehearsal was interesting. Brent, Grillo, and Omar were just having too much fun with me...and honestly I didn't care even if they were playin- it pissed me off. So maybe I just want to fit in, and yes, I want to have fun with them. Just please let me have fun..I think tomorrow is going to be better because Kacee is going to be there. She finally got back from yearbook camp. I can tell she had a great time...now it's time for tomorrow.. * heads off to bed *
-Rave-