Jul 23, 2004 22:02
What a beautiful day, don’t you agree? So much happiness in the wind…you can feel it as lively as it breezes past you! I had an incredible day today, I haven’t been this happy in some time. Last night, I had one of my best friends, Alex, spend the night to work on English (Fahrenheit 451). Last night I was able to get a hold of Spiderman 2 from my neighbor, Kyle Fennesy. He bought the copy in Mexico during his cruise!* hahahaha * Alex and I watched it last night; hah it was great to just see Tobey again!
Since some person just taped Spiderman 2 in the movie theaters, the picture, of course, was grainy. Plus they couldn’t even fit the whole screen on the tape… so on the right side of the screen you’d only see have of the person that was standing there at the time. I could watch that movie forever! Alex and I worked on F. 451, boy, we make great study partners! She said she’s pretty sure that she has English 4th period with me... YES! Alex helped me finding more metaphors and some foreshadowing, and I helped her with irony and personification. I can’t believe all the irony we both found. It’s pretty amazing at what we can do once we put our minds together. Alex and I are going to blow away Mrs. Nutt!
This morning was a bit boring, Kacee and I watched MTV’s made while Alex was still a bit asleep. We had basically no idea what to do today…Finally we had a suggestion to see a movie. Thank God I happened to find a 5 dollar bill and 15 one dollar bills. ^__^;; We decided to go see A Cinderella Story starring Hilary Duff * ewww* and Chad Michael Murray * HE IS SO HOT * Before we went, we decided to take a little visit to the Fennesy’s house to swim in their pool.* In fact, I just got invited to come back.. I think I’ll just write for now!* I haven’t had so much fun in a long time. There we 8 of us; Kacee, Alex, Dan, Kyle, Rachel, Stephanie, Sean, and Me.*my neighbors* The Fennesy’s had this huge gold blow up circular raft that was so slippery. We played this game where we tried to stay on the raft…with so many people on. I would usually be on it with Kacee, Rachel, and Alex lying on top of me (I could barely breathe), but that would be ruined once Dan jumped on us, and we all slid off. One time Alex jumped to get on, and her nails scraped my belly! Yes she cut me good! There would be times I’d be laying on Dan; squirming to get on…it was so much fun! And I also had a very painful moment once Dan threw Sean on me…that hurt like hell! I had to miss my favorite show, but this was worth it.
Alex and I head off to AMC 24 and see A Cinderella Story at 6:15 pm. Chad Michael Murray…I can’t get enough of him! Damn Hilary Duff! She got to kiss him! * is totally jealous >_< * Man every time he came to the screen, Alex and I both got chills! * Who couldn’t?* I came home tonight thinking about the movie. I love little chick flicks, and romance movies. I get this feeling that can’t be replaced by any others, and I love it. Just watching Chad kiss Hilary made me think of my last kiss, which was over a year ago sadly. I guess I envy those in love, I truly do. I envy my sister, friends...etc. I miss having someone care about me so much; I miss the feeling of my heart pounding slower, and faster at the same time. I guess that’s why I feel lonely. I’m lonely in love. Everyone says “you’re time will come “or “you’re just not part of the puzzle yet “. I hate waiting, I truly do. I also hate getting hurt, which is a risk I always take. Ironically I always end up getting hurt. All I want is that feeling just one more time. But unfortunately, it may not come for me again…I only know one boy that has these feelings for me…and I just can’t force myself to like him. I just want whoever I turn out liking, to like me back, just for once…I want that to happen in high school, too. But all my life is, is just a dream. I live in a dream…and my dreams never come true…If only they could how happy I would be…
PS. My welt is gone, I see much symbolism in that ^_^