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wow, sometimes i must say that living in my house is a hell hole. seriously i just get so upset and so tense.
i know i never talk about this kind of stuff. i guess thats because even though it bothers me a lot, i never think about it when im writing ljs.
anyway, my sister has problems. and i dont mean just, shes annoying, problems. like, she cannot ever do her work. my mom spends all of her time, thinking of ways to make her do it. she has to do a certain amount to earn a cell phone. whenever she does bad things, she gets weeks added on. and at this point she isnt getting one until sometime next year. and thats just one thing. all there ever is in my house is yelling at my sister. i wish i could explain the things she does. you wouldnt even believe it. she has gotten taken out of ballet shows, trips, anything really that you can possibly think of. but for some reason, even when my parents threaten to take things away, that doesnt make her work. i really dont know what it is.
anyway, so the deal was this weekend that if she didnt finish all of her work, she would be taken out of camp. well guess what? she sat on her lazy ass all fucking weekend in front of the tv. my mom, my dad, and i reminded her COUNTLESS times to do her work. but she just shrugged and kept watching. its crazy.
so now my parents get home, and tell her that she has lost camp. and seriously, when i found out, my heart just dropped. i mean, yeah i hate her sometimes, but camp is just the most amazing experience for anyone and i know how much it means to her. then my dad said that she could stay up all night finishing it if she wanted to. yet now she is sitting on her bed moping and falling asleep. it just doesnt make any fucking sense. i know that if i was going to loose camp, i would get the hell of my ass and do my work. camp is what she looks forward to the whole year. i just dont understand how her mind works. i mean is she trying to be stubborn?? if so that is the dumbest fucking protest ever. she always does that. she is so stubborn that she hurts herself in the end. its just horrible.
and whats even more horrible? my mom's situation. i mean, she has driven herself crazy this year with emily. she NEEDS emily to go to camp. NEEEEDS. i mean if you could just see what she goes through. i honestly cant explain. emily just makes everything so difficult, and makes up stupid rules, and just everything imaginable.
so my dad just screams that its over for emily, and doesnt realize what hes doing to my mom. i mean, i understand his point, that if he says hes going to take something away, he has to. but i really wish there was something else. because my mom really cant take to not have a break from her.
and from just reading this you really dont even get an idea of what its like. seriously, you cant. ahh.
its amazing how i stay sane.
i know i never talk about this kind of stuff. i guess thats because even though it bothers me a lot, i never think about it when im writing ljs.
anyway, my sister has problems. and i dont mean just, shes annoying, problems. like, she cannot ever do her work. my mom spends all of her time, thinking of ways to make her do it. she has to do a certain amount to earn a cell phone. whenever she does bad things, she gets weeks added on. and at this point she isnt getting one until sometime next year. and thats just one thing. all there ever is in my house is yelling at my sister. i wish i could explain the things she does. you wouldnt even believe it. she has gotten taken out of ballet shows, trips, anything really that you can possibly think of. but for some reason, even when my parents threaten to take things away, that doesnt make her work. i really dont know what it is.
anyway, so the deal was this weekend that if she didnt finish all of her work, she would be taken out of camp. well guess what? she sat on her lazy ass all fucking weekend in front of the tv. my mom, my dad, and i reminded her COUNTLESS times to do her work. but she just shrugged and kept watching. its crazy.
so now my parents get home, and tell her that she has lost camp. and seriously, when i found out, my heart just dropped. i mean, yeah i hate her sometimes, but camp is just the most amazing experience for anyone and i know how much it means to her. then my dad said that she could stay up all night finishing it if she wanted to. yet now she is sitting on her bed moping and falling asleep. it just doesnt make any fucking sense. i know that if i was going to loose camp, i would get the hell of my ass and do my work. camp is what she looks forward to the whole year. i just dont understand how her mind works. i mean is she trying to be stubborn?? if so that is the dumbest fucking protest ever. she always does that. she is so stubborn that she hurts herself in the end. its just horrible.
and whats even more horrible? my mom's situation. i mean, she has driven herself crazy this year with emily. she NEEDS emily to go to camp. NEEEEDS. i mean if you could just see what she goes through. i honestly cant explain. emily just makes everything so difficult, and makes up stupid rules, and just everything imaginable.
so my dad just screams that its over for emily, and doesnt realize what hes doing to my mom. i mean, i understand his point, that if he says hes going to take something away, he has to. but i really wish there was something else. because my mom really cant take to not have a break from her.
and from just reading this you really dont even get an idea of what its like. seriously, you cant. ahh.
its amazing how i stay sane.