Jun 11, 2006 16:56
When did I become so dependant on other people to make me happy? I never used to be this way. by that i mean getting down on myself when I don't have anyone to hang out with for a day. balls. i used to be so self sufficient.
a big part of me really wants to be home. but another part loves the work i'm doing here and enjoys the people (to an extent). but the bigger part is homesick and misses being around people who truely know me and genuinely love me. I miss hugs