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i no longer know what to do with my free time in life. i don't really have any interests right now. The things that used to interest me no longer do, and while some might call that a symptom of depression, i would contend that its a pretty inevitable. lets look at hardcore for instance. while i still enjoy the music that i have liked for the past few years i no longer find it captivating enough to want to go out to shows two or three times a week.
i tend to look at bikes as a means rather than an ends sometimes, although i still like to go for a ride for no reason sometimes.
architecture already gets enough face time in my life to have it dig its claws into my downtime.
getting drunk is only novel to me at most once a week and usually less than that, and i'm not much of a drug guy.
and so on
i am totally down with going to the beach and taking trips and grilling food and hanging out. the only problem is that everyone around me is totally busy doing the stuff that i don't care about. too busy to just do nothing with me.
i tend to look at bikes as a means rather than an ends sometimes, although i still like to go for a ride for no reason sometimes.
architecture already gets enough face time in my life to have it dig its claws into my downtime.
getting drunk is only novel to me at most once a week and usually less than that, and i'm not much of a drug guy.
and so on
i am totally down with going to the beach and taking trips and grilling food and hanging out. the only problem is that everyone around me is totally busy doing the stuff that i don't care about. too busy to just do nothing with me.