holeh crap
omg..i am sooo sorry i havent updated muchos
urm...well..nothin has really been going on ..
i had a christmas partay on monday...
skipped school tuesday...slept allll day!
wednesday...nothin
thursday the choir suprised the Pullens *choir teachers* with the channel 2 news Sunshine Award and we got on the news early in tha morning..hehe..it was fun and i was gonna go to the band concert but i ended up crying all day and spent most of it with katy to get away from my parents...explanation in a moment
friday emmy `n kristy spent the nite
today went to babysit at the church from 4 til 83o...so..yea...i just got back...it was soo fun..i played wit the babies...hehe
ok...explanation of thursday::::::
on my progress report..i got a D in biology..because i have 3 zeros on homework assignments...and that was it...*its a C now* but i have a feeling it will be a B for the report card...anywhoo
i stayed for tutorials so i could figure out what was wrong with my grade and shtuff...parentals come to pick me up...and i told mom i had a C in biology and she F-L-I-P-P-E-D!!! she was like...WHY THE HELL DO YOU HAVE A FUCKING C YOU SHOULD BE ACEING THAT DAMN CLASS...WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ALL OF IT?!?!?!
i was like...i just have 3 zeros on homework because i did them..but just kept forgetting to bring them to the school
she was like STILL I WILL NOT ACCEPT A C IN THAT CLASS...YOU MUST ACE EVERYTHING THAT COMES UP BECAUSE I DONT WANT THAT THERE
and i was like*defensive* sorry mom its not that big of a deal
and then she proceeded to tell me it was...and then terry was like..ok guys...and stopped it...
so...silently i cried in the backseat when terry asked if i wanted starbucks...*who can turn down starbucks?* and so we were driving there and mom just acts all bitchy and grumpy..so terry asked her what was up...and she was like i dont feel good..i wanna be home sleeping..my back hurts etc...and so i was like...terry could have gotten me by himself...and she was like No...terry wanted to get starbucks so he drug me along...
so we get to starbucks and we start to order...mom does heres...then terrys in his and a lady came up to me and asked me what i wanted...and i was like..oh i`m with them *pointing to parentals* and she was like..oh well i can still get it...so i told her what i wanted...and my mom was yelling at me to tell the lady what i wanted...so i was yelling back that i already had..and she was like you told the wrong person...and i was like no i didnt and the ladies behind the counter were like...we got it...so i was like..SEE and i stormed off into the bookstore and started looking at books...
terry finds me and lectures me about the tone and how i should respect my mother more and then noticed i was gonna cry and made a joke to make me laugh...so we went to see if they had a book he wanted and they didnt so we went back to get mom when we saw this cute little kitten book with funny quotes...and he found one he wanted to show me mom and so he stood at the entrance of starbucks and barnes and noble and waited for mom to come see him...and she was ignoring him...so he put the book down and went into starbucks to see what was up
he pulls up a chair and asks her what her issue is...and shes like...well ya`ll ran off without me and were laughing and having a grand ol time and ya`ll left me here to carry this all by myself...and i felt like you were undermining my authority by saying things that would make her laugh when she just got in trouble...and he was like..you dont even know what i said...and she was all rude and was like your rite
terry got pissed...threw his hot chocolate into the trash and proceeded to storm out of the store...tell mom to bite him...throw his keys next to the van...scream...and yell with everyone staring at him
mom was like all pushy and was like COME ON MEGAN...HE WANTS TO BE ALL PISSY AND LEAVE AFTER HE WANTED TO COME HERE AND GET COFFEE AND A BOOK AND HE WANTS TO BE LIKE THIS...THIS WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED IF WE HADNT COME...blah blah blah
so terry and mom go at it in the car...and im in the backseat crying and praying that things would get better for my family...because i cant take much more..so after a while...all you can hear is mom sniffling and crying in the car...and with my silent tears...no one thought of me...
we get home...and those 2 get out...slam the door...and get in the house and into their rooom and just start screaming at each other....
i left..went to katys and stayed there until late...*basically until i HAD to come home*
went in moms room to tell her i was sorry for what happened all the day and she hugged me and told me she loved me..more than i would ever know...but...sometimes...it just doesnt feel like it
and its kind of been like that for the past 2 days...so...yea
lifes been kind of crappy...but i just keep praying that things will get better
sorry it was sooo long...but thats what happens when i dont update in a loooong time!
x333
thats what you get for fallin in love
you get a little and its NEVER enough
urm...well..nothin has really been going on ..
i had a christmas partay on monday...
skipped school tuesday...slept allll day!
wednesday...nothin
thursday the choir suprised the Pullens *choir teachers* with the channel 2 news Sunshine Award and we got on the news early in tha morning..hehe..it was fun and i was gonna go to the band concert but i ended up crying all day and spent most of it with katy to get away from my parents...explanation in a moment
friday emmy `n kristy spent the nite
today went to babysit at the church from 4 til 83o...so..yea...i just got back...it was soo fun..i played wit the babies...hehe
ok...explanation of thursday::::::
on my progress report..i got a D in biology..because i have 3 zeros on homework assignments...and that was it...*its a C now* but i have a feeling it will be a B for the report card...anywhoo
i stayed for tutorials so i could figure out what was wrong with my grade and shtuff...parentals come to pick me up...and i told mom i had a C in biology and she F-L-I-P-P-E-D!!! she was like...WHY THE HELL DO YOU HAVE A FUCKING C YOU SHOULD BE ACEING THAT DAMN CLASS...WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ALL OF IT?!?!?!
i was like...i just have 3 zeros on homework because i did them..but just kept forgetting to bring them to the school
she was like STILL I WILL NOT ACCEPT A C IN THAT CLASS...YOU MUST ACE EVERYTHING THAT COMES UP BECAUSE I DONT WANT THAT THERE
and i was like*defensive* sorry mom its not that big of a deal
and then she proceeded to tell me it was...and then terry was like..ok guys...and stopped it...
so...silently i cried in the backseat when terry asked if i wanted starbucks...*who can turn down starbucks?* and so we were driving there and mom just acts all bitchy and grumpy..so terry asked her what was up...and she was like i dont feel good..i wanna be home sleeping..my back hurts etc...and so i was like...terry could have gotten me by himself...and she was like No...terry wanted to get starbucks so he drug me along...
so we get to starbucks and we start to order...mom does heres...then terrys in his and a lady came up to me and asked me what i wanted...and i was like..oh i`m with them *pointing to parentals* and she was like..oh well i can still get it...so i told her what i wanted...and my mom was yelling at me to tell the lady what i wanted...so i was yelling back that i already had..and she was like you told the wrong person...and i was like no i didnt and the ladies behind the counter were like...we got it...so i was like..SEE and i stormed off into the bookstore and started looking at books...
terry finds me and lectures me about the tone and how i should respect my mother more and then noticed i was gonna cry and made a joke to make me laugh...so we went to see if they had a book he wanted and they didnt so we went back to get mom when we saw this cute little kitten book with funny quotes...and he found one he wanted to show me mom and so he stood at the entrance of starbucks and barnes and noble and waited for mom to come see him...and she was ignoring him...so he put the book down and went into starbucks to see what was up
he pulls up a chair and asks her what her issue is...and shes like...well ya`ll ran off without me and were laughing and having a grand ol time and ya`ll left me here to carry this all by myself...and i felt like you were undermining my authority by saying things that would make her laugh when she just got in trouble...and he was like..you dont even know what i said...and she was all rude and was like your rite
terry got pissed...threw his hot chocolate into the trash and proceeded to storm out of the store...tell mom to bite him...throw his keys next to the van...scream...and yell with everyone staring at him
mom was like all pushy and was like COME ON MEGAN...HE WANTS TO BE ALL PISSY AND LEAVE AFTER HE WANTED TO COME HERE AND GET COFFEE AND A BOOK AND HE WANTS TO BE LIKE THIS...THIS WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED IF WE HADNT COME...blah blah blah
so terry and mom go at it in the car...and im in the backseat crying and praying that things would get better for my family...because i cant take much more..so after a while...all you can hear is mom sniffling and crying in the car...and with my silent tears...no one thought of me...
we get home...and those 2 get out...slam the door...and get in the house and into their rooom and just start screaming at each other....
i left..went to katys and stayed there until late...*basically until i HAD to come home*
went in moms room to tell her i was sorry for what happened all the day and she hugged me and told me she loved me..more than i would ever know...but...sometimes...it just doesnt feel like it
and its kind of been like that for the past 2 days...so...yea
lifes been kind of crappy...but i just keep praying that things will get better
sorry it was sooo long...but thats what happens when i dont update in a loooong time!
x333
thats what you get for fallin in love
you get a little and its NEVER enough