I'm back...hopefully
Was that one long hiatus or what? Almost a year! I'm not gonna say everything that's happened in a year so I'll simplify it to the major things: I went to school, I've had 1 more girlfriend (that didn't last that long and it was really complicated..maybe I'll explain it another time), no jobs...can't think of anything else at the moment.
SO today.
Went to school. Took the train with Jacky and that's always fun, we usually end up talking about world of warcraft at some point. Funny how that works out. She told me about someone's cat that died, that was really sad. I miss my kitty. OH YEAH! Snickers died, that was during the spring. I cried at school and everything. Sometimes I still feel like crying when I think about stuff she would do. Dang it, I'm doing it again. Anyway, at school I had the first day of the class vision, light, and color. I don't really care for science..well, that's a lie, I do, but I don't really care how I see color. We had half an hour of that class and then I had nothing to do for about 2 hours. So I texted a bunch of people and some people responded. Then I thought 'hey, I could call katie! cause I haven't...talked to her on the phone..yet." So yeah, you're thinking, who the hell is katie. Some might be thinking oh you mean kat? Nope, that would be another friend that is also sorta the girl (guy?) I dated. No, this is the girl I started talking to a while back not sure when it was and I've recently started talking to her again and at some point in our conversation I said "so um you should give me your number." Mind you, this person lives in NY and that's far away. I know, I have the best taste in people, they always live an hour if not states away, awesome. Go me. But she's awesome so shut up, I do what I want. So I was texting Dave at the time and I said I'm gonna trying calling her and I wasn't sure if I wanted to cause I didn't know if it was a bad time and I was nervous. I really shouldn't be, it's just talking, right? He said cool and I called and while I was listening to it ring I was half wanting someone to pick up and half not. I'm thinking what the hell am I gonna say besides I'm bored and I thought hey I'm gonna call you. And once I noticed the voicemail thing was happening I'm like, damn, what did she sound like, I missed it! and after the beep I said something like "hey, it's paula. I hope you know who this is...the online girl. um i was hoping this wasn't a bad time to call but I guess it is because you didn't pick up. if you want to call me back..ever..then I get out of class at around 5:30. so anyway..ok, bye." I can't remember everything at the end but it's close to that. When I was done I'm thinking the way I said ever was too much like saying "you don't want to call me back...EVER!" but that's not what I meant it to sound like. Anyway, I thought I sounded like an idiot but she said later that I didn't. I was hoping that she thought aw she doesn't know what she wants to say..not, she sounds like an idiot because she doesn't know what to say. Geez, this thing is way too long and about one thing but that was kinda the highlight of my day in a way. I felt accomplished and broke the ice. So score! And I drew a bit today. Score again!
SO today.
Went to school. Took the train with Jacky and that's always fun, we usually end up talking about world of warcraft at some point. Funny how that works out. She told me about someone's cat that died, that was really sad. I miss my kitty. OH YEAH! Snickers died, that was during the spring. I cried at school and everything. Sometimes I still feel like crying when I think about stuff she would do. Dang it, I'm doing it again. Anyway, at school I had the first day of the class vision, light, and color. I don't really care for science..well, that's a lie, I do, but I don't really care how I see color. We had half an hour of that class and then I had nothing to do for about 2 hours. So I texted a bunch of people and some people responded. Then I thought 'hey, I could call katie! cause I haven't...talked to her on the phone..yet." So yeah, you're thinking, who the hell is katie. Some might be thinking oh you mean kat? Nope, that would be another friend that is also sorta the girl (guy?) I dated. No, this is the girl I started talking to a while back not sure when it was and I've recently started talking to her again and at some point in our conversation I said "so um you should give me your number." Mind you, this person lives in NY and that's far away. I know, I have the best taste in people, they always live an hour if not states away, awesome. Go me. But she's awesome so shut up, I do what I want. So I was texting Dave at the time and I said I'm gonna trying calling her and I wasn't sure if I wanted to cause I didn't know if it was a bad time and I was nervous. I really shouldn't be, it's just talking, right? He said cool and I called and while I was listening to it ring I was half wanting someone to pick up and half not. I'm thinking what the hell am I gonna say besides I'm bored and I thought hey I'm gonna call you. And once I noticed the voicemail thing was happening I'm like, damn, what did she sound like, I missed it! and after the beep I said something like "hey, it's paula. I hope you know who this is...the online girl. um i was hoping this wasn't a bad time to call but I guess it is because you didn't pick up. if you want to call me back..ever..then I get out of class at around 5:30. so anyway..ok, bye." I can't remember everything at the end but it's close to that. When I was done I'm thinking the way I said ever was too much like saying "you don't want to call me back...EVER!" but that's not what I meant it to sound like. Anyway, I thought I sounded like an idiot but she said later that I didn't. I was hoping that she thought aw she doesn't know what she wants to say..not, she sounds like an idiot because she doesn't know what to say. Geez, this thing is way too long and about one thing but that was kinda the highlight of my day in a way. I felt accomplished and broke the ice. So score! And I drew a bit today. Score again!