Mar 24, 2004 14:07
Ibidem
The sky was a bright gray today, the sort of gray that mkes you squint and for the briefest of moments wonder if what before is truley gray or merely your eyes deceiciving you. It smelled thick of tension and apprehension and was a struggle to breathe, leaving that place I go to every day. Interesting.
I awoke at various times in the dark hours of predawn. An idea came to me that inital time, right after one AM, that, yes, there was something I could do to ease the restlessness within both my conscious and subconscience yet I took no initiative. Shutting my eyes, something within stung knowing that whatever I did would not be enough. So between the various abrupt self-induced interruptions of sleep, I dreamed.
You and I having tea.
She and I at an aquarium; she teased me on the subject of squid.
Myself, driving down an empty stretch of road falling into old habits.
On another note, the ..immesurable unfocusedness of my art class appallls me. DhgoisBLJlhgsgsldhlhfds;dnlis. Wings, wings, wings... Sed cum propris suis alis volat, ne?