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Finally it seems warmer outside.
After a long conversation this morning, I realized something. I can't stay in something for very long before getting too bored. Ping Pong, school, anything really. I get into a routine for about 4 months and then move onto something else.
My last routine that I've had for a month now is now over. I've been depressed over it for a few days now, but I'm ready already for the next step. I have nothing to do until I leave, since I don't go to school and I have no real job right now. So I'm working with Jonny helping do event design on the weekends, I'm joining the FitPlex in my neighborhood and I'm going to start doing yoga, and I'm going to find a better therapist and psychiatrist.
I really am looking forward to London. There are just a few steps I have yet to finish before it seems completely real to me that I'm going. Not to be cheesy, but I feel like it's the beginning of the rest of my life. I may have fucked some things up so far, but nothing too irreparable. Just a lot of debt. I feel like it's normal to wish you would have done things differently in the past. But there is no point spending time regretting the past. Nothing could be more unproductive in my eyes.
I dont know why, but I am not into Christmas. It happens every year, it's nothing special. It's annoying and it lasts for far too long. I'm just looking forward to having the house to myself while the fam is in Dallas for the holidays. Yes!! I want to have a little dinner party on the 23rd.
Finally, does the rest of America realize that our dollar is worth NOTHING? I watched the Tony Blair/Bush conference the other day, and I thought to myself, all Tony Blair has to say to Bush is, "do you realize how little the dollar is worth to the brittish pound?", I think the answer makes it clear which country is far superior. But seriously, I planned my trips there (Easter in Scotland, day trips to Bath/Stonehenge and Brighton), it came out to £270 pounds, which is $528 U.S. dollars. Ridiculous!
After a long conversation this morning, I realized something. I can't stay in something for very long before getting too bored. Ping Pong, school, anything really. I get into a routine for about 4 months and then move onto something else.
My last routine that I've had for a month now is now over. I've been depressed over it for a few days now, but I'm ready already for the next step. I have nothing to do until I leave, since I don't go to school and I have no real job right now. So I'm working with Jonny helping do event design on the weekends, I'm joining the FitPlex in my neighborhood and I'm going to start doing yoga, and I'm going to find a better therapist and psychiatrist.
I really am looking forward to London. There are just a few steps I have yet to finish before it seems completely real to me that I'm going. Not to be cheesy, but I feel like it's the beginning of the rest of my life. I may have fucked some things up so far, but nothing too irreparable. Just a lot of debt. I feel like it's normal to wish you would have done things differently in the past. But there is no point spending time regretting the past. Nothing could be more unproductive in my eyes.
I dont know why, but I am not into Christmas. It happens every year, it's nothing special. It's annoying and it lasts for far too long. I'm just looking forward to having the house to myself while the fam is in Dallas for the holidays. Yes!! I want to have a little dinner party on the 23rd.
Finally, does the rest of America realize that our dollar is worth NOTHING? I watched the Tony Blair/Bush conference the other day, and I thought to myself, all Tony Blair has to say to Bush is, "do you realize how little the dollar is worth to the brittish pound?", I think the answer makes it clear which country is far superior. But seriously, I planned my trips there (Easter in Scotland, day trips to Bath/Stonehenge and Brighton), it came out to £270 pounds, which is $528 U.S. dollars. Ridiculous!