This has been the shittiest month in all the time i have spent on this earth. But nothing compares to losing a best friend.
My dog died early this morning.
She turned 15 this month and has had medical problems from birth. No-one ever thought that she would have lasted as long as she did but she kept beating the odds, until now.
She suffered a stroke late last night which killed off most of her brain leaving her pretty much limp, my mum had to take her in to the vets early this morning to have her put to sleep. She stayed up with her all night to keep her company. That must have been the hardest thing to do in the world, especially since my mum lost her 10 month old bunny only last week due to a birth defect which couldn't have been diagnosed.
Its an end to a very bad month for a few of us, but i guess out of all this bad something good must come.
I'm going to miss my dog greeting me when i open the door to my parents house. Now there's going to be an empty space where the dog bed used to be and the odd white hair getting stuck to my trousers :'(