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i dont do anything anymore..thats why i dont update but yesterday i went to school then went to joshs we came back here and took the babys for icecream watched a movie then went to the truckstop...i'm such a lucky girl. he makes me verrrry happy:)
yeah lately i've noticed how many friends i actually dont have, people have done things to me that made me realize i should becarful who i trust. it sucks, but i'm glad i know now. i wish i didnt push so many people away like julie and jenny, they were my bestfriends and all of a sudden i just started ditching them for my 'new friends' i miss them so much, they still try to make things work they come over sometimes and still call they told me if i ever needed anything or them they'd still be there, AND I dont even talk to max or mcguire anymore they still ask me to hang out but i dont. i put everything before them, i miss them and i miss hanging out with them i wish i wasnt so fucking selfish i wish i wasnt so fucking stupid all the time...ugh
this summer sucks.
yeah lately i've noticed how many friends i actually dont have, people have done things to me that made me realize i should becarful who i trust. it sucks, but i'm glad i know now. i wish i didnt push so many people away like julie and jenny, they were my bestfriends and all of a sudden i just started ditching them for my 'new friends' i miss them so much, they still try to make things work they come over sometimes and still call they told me if i ever needed anything or them they'd still be there, AND I dont even talk to max or mcguire anymore they still ask me to hang out but i dont. i put everything before them, i miss them and i miss hanging out with them i wish i wasnt so fucking selfish i wish i wasnt so fucking stupid all the time...ugh
this summer sucks.