you gotta know, you have my heart <3
i think i had the worst night possible. he hates me. and it sucks. i don't know whats wrong with me. i always fuck EVERYTHING up. he treats me so good, i dont think i have ever met anyone nicer. he gives me compliments and i tell him to shut up or or call him a asshole or hit him. or i tell him every guy i see is f'ing hot. i'm a f'ing bitch.. I think i really liked this one, because when i'm not with him all i tend to do is think about him. i still get those stupid butterflys i feel like a little girl. i wish he knew how much he meant to me. but he doesnt. he doesnt care. he probably doesnt want anything to do with me anymore. I wish i could take everything back, i would be so much more nicer. I take things for granted, I dont even want to think about any other guys but him..ugh.. just like they say "you dont know what you got till it's gone.." i'm sorry doll. i really am.
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