Feb 23, 2004 17:01
i'm so confused lately....i have so many questions and there is not one person who can give me the exact answer to any of them...
wut do u do when the only one who can make u stop crying is the one who made u cry???? does anyone know the answer? cuz i don't and i wanna know the answer...
how can i get rid of these hurtful memories...it's so hard tho...i'm crushed...so many things are going wrong or at least it feels like it...if anyone reads this don't ask me what's wrong... you probably know some of what is wrong anyways...everything is all wrong! AHHHHH! why can't things just go right for once?? i'm happy one second and crying the next.... i don't get it! what the hell is wrong with me? why can't chris and erica and christina and adriana help me? no one can help me...they try but they can't! usually i'm the one that helps other people and most of the time i can....but when it comes to helping myself i can't!
right now it feels like everything is wrong and it'll never be ok...
i'm alright
i'm alright
it only hurts
when i breathe
I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst
I hate everything about u...
Y do i love u
I hate everything about you...
just remember people...
Not All Scars Show
Not All Wounds Heal
Sometimes You Can't Always See
The Pain Someone Feels
ok i just need to remember that when one door closes another door opens....i need to find that open door, it's gotta be around here somewhere...