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havent updated in sooo long... i just usually look at the blank page and dont know what to write....HAve had a weird couple of weeks....School has been real hard and spring break was awesome.....I met this girl named kate and she is real cool....Hows ohio? ha Well. went to the yellowcard and something corporate show and was real suprised how many ppl were therr...Something corporate kicks ass...i dont care what u think they rock...piano kicks ass....Well i usually talk about girls and what not on here..but there isnt much to talk about....no girls r really in my life....of course there are the ones i talk to...but i dont really see that one particular one yet....maybe they r right in front of me and i am not opening my eyes..or maybe i am trying to hard...i dont think i am trying to hard bc i am not forcing anything...i just want to get to know ppl....what i hate the most thou...is girls that dont even talk to u...i can name so many girls that r just like... Hey! and walk by...that pisses me off so much...let me get to know ya...actually have a conversation...Am i really that hard to talk to?... i dont know..I think i am just gonna go one day without saying hi to any1 and see if any1 even says anything to me...i doubt they would....Girls r crazy....they can be ur best friends, some one to tell all ur problems too and then they can be the problem..y! i want a cool girl...not just looks...one i can acctually have a conversation with and dont feel nervous around...well..we'll see what happpens...this is prob the most random entry i have. i just have so much on my mind..ive been thinking alot about peoples opinions...i know i say i dont care what ppl think...i ussually dont...buyt i know that is y every1 dresses the way they do...the way they act..to be liked..weird isnt it? i think i am gonna set myself a goal for tomm.. talk to 1 person i dont know well and get to know them...hmmm..