This Is Our Love
Author: r3diavolo89 (also posted on AFF)
Title: This is Our Love
Pairing: KiSung
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: One shot
Disclaimer: Whether you like it or not the casts are mine due to the story is originally MINE. Understand? Claim yours.
Warning: You'll find Grammatical Error, Bad Language, any Typos or any else mistake cause this story is unbetaed and English is just my 3rd language.
Summary: Will they open their eyes and realize we are one. On and on we stand alone, until our day has come when they open their eyes and realize we are one. (KiSung's songfic inspired from Open Your Eyes by Alter Bridge).
The sun's rays directly fall onto his face, succeed wake him up from his sleeping state. Kibum yawns, rubbing his eyes then sits up and stretching his hands to the sides. He turns his head to the left side of bed. Empty. He smiles, moves aside the blanket, wearing his sweatpants and plain t-shirt then heading outside the room.
There in the balcony he saw his baby hyung standing a few inches away from railing, sipping his morning coffee. Kibum approaches him, sneaking his arms around the older waist in a sudden, succeed made the older gasp in surprise.
"Yah, can you.. just once time didn't surprise me like that. What if i had the heart disease? you wanna kill me?"
"You won't die. I swear to you, you'll always live in my mind, in my heart, there is always you in every air i inhale, in every steps i take, in my bloodstream. You are my life."
"You talk as if you will die if i'm not around." Yesung giggled and shaking his head.
Kibum resting his chin onto the smaller man's shoulder. "If i'm not dead, then i'll be going crazy cause losing my source of life."
"Funny. Thinking how we still alive and live our own life now. Here. In the world that will never ever accept us." a bitter smile forming in his lips.
"Don't think about them. They're just too blind. Couldn't see how big our love. One day this world would fall onto their knees for seeing how our love ruins their pride."
"If i could see it." Yesung tilts his head up. Trying to looking through the clouds and sky, is there something called Hope, Acceptation and Forgiveness for them?
*******
Kibum doesn't like that guy, his face indeed extremely beautiful for a guy, more pretty than his Sungie hyung though. Yes, he is. But as he told before, Kibum didn't like him. His stare, as if could emerge the hard steel. Kibum sometimes felt he's being denuded just because that stare. So uncomfortable. "Can you stop staring at me like that?"
Heechul, the beautiful guy sighs. "So you don't have to be here everyday." He continues his activity, wiping the cafe table.
"I should escort my hyung."
"Can you stop that?!" the beautiful male shouted.
"What's wrong with you? No need shouting like that. I'll go now. You're so resentful." half-angrily he said then got up from the seat, heading to the exit door. Turns his body once more to gaze the feminine male, it made him unnoticed to the tall guy who just walked inside, accidently they bumped. Kibum fell.
"I'm sorry." the tall guy muttered his apology. Stretch his hand to help Kibum stand up.
Kibum looks up to see the handsome face of the other, ignoring the offered hand, he stands up by himself then just walks away.
The tall guy, Changmin stares at his back until he disappeared in the crowd.
*******
The days after, Changmin always see Kibum in the cafe. The other will immediately go after escorting his lover, sometimes Changmin will see him smile so sweetly when there's no one around him. Or he will say something to the space, muttering incoherent words.
Changmin smiles and shakes his head. Such a loving bird they are. Changmin believes that the lover of that young man must be a so sweet person. Kibum never smiles to him, but indeed he would smile, pull his lips from ear to ear, as wide as he can after talking to the one he love.
What kind of person the lover of Kibum? Why he never see him or her before. It's been 6 days. And everytime Changmin goes to the cafe to meet his hyung, Yunho or Heechul, he never find him. Strange.
Today Changmin see him again. Kibum just walked out of the cafe. "Hi." he greeted.
Kibum eyeing him then bowed slightly.
"Wait." Changmin grabbed the shorter male's arm.
"What do you want?" Coldly Kibum said.
"Ah, I'm Changmin by the way. Yunho hyung and Heechul hyung cousin. I always see you here for the last weeks. Who's the one you escort if i may know. I haven't met her yet."
"Him. It's him. How could you haven't met him yet if it's already more than a week you always come to the cafe. Just asked Heechul hyung. His name is Kim Yesung."
*******
"What happened exactly? tell me frankly." Changmin grabbed the hand of the beautiful guy, pulling then forcing him to sit down on a chair in the corner of the cafe.
Heechul looked at the young man with an unreadable expression. He crosses his arms, leans his back on a chair, inhale deeply, "Which point you wanna know?"
"Everything hyung, everything. H-He is kinda weird. Not only one time i found him talking to noone, smiling and laughing to the space. Yet he talked about his lover whom works here? Which one, i couldn't find someone named Kim Yesung here. We have no worker with that name."
"We ever had one." Heechul said.
"What? ever had one? So he hadn't worked in here anymore then. So why Kibum always come here and...."
"He was too depressing to face the truth and reality, Changmin-ah. That imaginary voice and face forming in his head, forced him to create an abstract object that should've not been here anymore."
"Sorry, but i couldn't catch it. Just. Just tell me what happen exactly."
"Kibum's lover was a guy..."
"I guessed that already, and he told me so"
Heechul smiles, a bitter smile one. "Do you think that was the biggest sin they created?"
Changmin squinted his eyes, "Isn't homosexuality the biggest sin?"
Heechul laughs, an awkward laugh, "Both of them are crazy, Kim Yesung and Kim Kibum. They were insane." again he let out that laugh.
Changmin has no idea at all, he just stares to the man in front of him. Waiting for him to lessen his dramatic awkward laughter. He's more than ready to listen whatever the news he will hear.
Slowly Heechul calm down. Close his eyes for a while before open them again. He sighs. "I met Kim Yesung two and a half years ago. He came here, asking for a job. He said he could sing, he could play the piano, he could be a waiter. I asked him to sing." Heechul closes his eyes again. "So beautiful. His voice. Paralyzed me. So i said yes to him."
Changmin still listening to the other, didn't dare to make any noises. Heechul continued, "A week later, i met Kibum. Yesung was sick, i'm worried about him, so i went to his apartment, there i met Kibum. Such an attractive young boy with a handsome face and deadly smile. That day i knew they were a couple. A couple of gay lovers, just like me and Hangeng." Chul laughed again. "I felt like i had a friends and brothers. They're so suit together, very sweet couple. Made you feel the envious overwhelming only with watching them staring to each other."
"I like them. I deemed them as my own dongsaengs. But then i felt there's something wrong with their relationship. So instead of wondering and guessing, bluntly i asked them. Yesung bowed so low and bit his bottom lip whilst Kibum interwined their hands together, supported his lover that moment."
Heechul once again stopped for a seconds. "Then Kibum started open his mouth, telling me about the reality of their secret love life."
"And what is that?" Changmin couldn't hide his curiosity anymore.
"Kim Kibum and Kim Yesung." Silence for a mere seconds. "They are brother. Descended from the same blood. Born from the same womb. They are biological brothers."
Changmin is shocked for hearing that, "br-brother?" in disbelief he said."So, they did... in-incest?"
*******
Kibum ran faster this time. In rush he climbed the hill, reaching to the place he used to be. On top of the hill, under the big tree he saw him. Someone he was looking for the last 2 hours.
He approached the other, "hyung." he called out.
The other turned his head to stare at Kibum. Kibum widened his eyes in shocked seeing the other condittion. Practically he extended his hands, hugging the older.
"Hyung!!" He released his hug, then cupped the older's cheeks gently.
"Who did this to you?" He touched the purplish colour on the other's right cheek, then examined the same mark on the left cheek, under the bottom lips, on the temple. Yesung's face full with the bruises. His clothes soaked and excreted the stink.
"I hate them Kibum-ah. I hate them. Why they're so cruel to us? Is it wrong to love somebody? Why they couldn't see it? Our sincere love. Am i wrong for loving you? Is loving you with all my heart is a crime?" The older cried his heart out.
Kibum withdrew Yesung's body into an embrace. He hates to see his hyung's tears. Yesung was 3 years older than him, but his heart is too soft. He could be hurted easily. He's too sensitive, too kind, too fragile. The type of person who needs to be protected.
Kibum promised to himself he would protect the older from the cruel reality and life. Why they had to make this that hard? Doesn't the biggest grace in this world is love? Kibum and Yesung had it. The love. Couldn't they see it?
Yes, of course they couldn't see it cause they're too blind. Sometimes Kibum wonders will they open their eyes and realize that they are one. That they are... inseparable. That this is the way they live a life. The way the love came to them.
‘This is our love, hyung. Not them, so just let it be. This is our love’
*******
"Their mother has died when Yesung was 11 and Kibum was 8. Their father started sinking himself with his works, and didn't care about his sons. Yesung held the role as a father, mother and also brother for Kibum. They're so close to each other, too close until they started developing that forbidden feeling. Kibum said he was 15 the first time he stole the kiss on the lips from Yesung. Yesung said he was 19 the first time they were making love. And Kibum was 22 when he persuaded his hyung to run away from their house."
"The funniest thing they said was their father still didn't know about their relationship, or he just tried so hard to ignore it, perhaps. His sons became a 'celebrities' in his hometown, person to be reviled, to be insulted, to be pushed, to be pummeled. So how could he didn't know?!" Heechul shook his head.
"And you know what i did after hearing their confession about that incestuous?" He asked to the younger.
"What?"
"I slapped Yesung so hard until he was bleeding. Kibum pushed me, made me hit the table, i yelled to them telling them they're crazy, they're sinner, they're cursed. God will punish them for their sin. They'll go to the hell."
"Funny. How i didn't realize that i'm a sinner too." Again, he laughed. "Kibum threw up the reality in my mind. He said 'Who do you think you are? A saint? Homosexuality is a sin too, and you still submit it. In the end, we'll end up at the same place. We're the same, we are... a sinner!' Yes, so ironic, i said about the sin when i also an applicant in the hell list."
"So i started to accept their relationship, i supported them. They had the willing to get marry. That ain't easy since only 11 countries in this world and some parts of The United States and Mexico that give a permission for the same-sex marriage. So they saved the money for that goal. They would go to US. After almost 2 years saving money, finally they could make their dream comes true."
"4 months ago, they went to US. I, Hangeng and Yunho escorted them to the airport. Bid a goodbye and wish them a good luck. 2 weeks later they came home. Their face was so bright, Kibum always circling his arms around Yesung's waist, as if afraid when he releases the other, he would fly away." Heechul chuckled, "I was really envy them. I even asking Geng when he will marry me."
"That day. 10 days after their home coming was a hard rain. The customer ordered something for lunch, I commanded Yesung to go. More than 2 hours and he still hadn't come back. Then Kibum came to fetch his hyung, so i asked him to pick up his hyung with my car."
"That was really a hard rain. 20 minutes later i received a phone call. Telling me there was an accident. The car's tires slipped when the driver tried to brake due to avoid people who crossed the street at that time. There were two victims. One died and another in a serious condition."
"That one who died, was he Yesung?" finally Changmin spoke.
"Yes. Yesung died right on the spot. Kibum was unconscious for 8 days. And after he was sober he was crying and blaming himself for knowing the truth."
"And after that?"
"Kibum got depressed. He turned into a zombie. He refused to eat, drink or just to speak. That was so frustrating for me, Geng, Teuk, Kang, Yunho and Jae. We're trying so hard to bring him to life once again. Almost 2 months and the result was nothing. We started to surrender, though we still came to his apartment sometimes to check him up and force him with the food."
"Oneday i saw him walking inside the cafe, he's smiling and greeting me and the others with a happy face."
"What happened?" Changmin asked.
"He said he accompanying Yesung to go to work. For more than a week, he always did the same, doing a routine same as Yesung was still alive, the same dellusion everyday. We called for a psychologist since it started to be so annoying we think. And he said Kibum suffering for schizophrenia."
*******
Kibum caress his lover's hair lovingly. His sleeping face, looked so peaceful and pure, like an angel. He touches the older's face, start from the forehead, trailing down to his eyes, right first, then the left. He continues his hand's movement, touch the cheeks, the pointing nose then the perfect luscious plum lips. His favorite. His hyung lips always has a sweet taste.
Kibum holds the urge to capture it, Yesung is a slight sleeper anyway, he's afraid when he touches the older's with his lips, it would wake him up.
But hey, we talked about Yesung's lips. The most tempting thing in the world for Kim Kibum. So subconsciously he closes the gap, meet his own lips with his hyung. When he sees the older still close his eyes, he starts to moving his lips more aggressive. He immediately stops his action when hearing Yesung moans and trying to shift his body closer to his dongsaeng, buried his face to the younger chest.
Kibum chuckled seeing it. How could the older looked that sweet and cute for this moment. Kibum pecks the older lips for the last time before driving into the dream world. Delightly prepare to dream about how big their love. The big love that unfortunately people couldn't see it.
Yes, of course they couldn't see it cause they're too blind. Sometimes Kibum wonders will they open their eyes and realize that they are one. That they are... inseparable. That this is the way they live a life. The way the love came to them.
‘This is our love, hyung. Not them, so just let it be. This is our love’
******* Finish *******
I put up the 3 main problems here. Homosexuality, Same-sex marriage and Schizophrenia.
But.. is it really a schizophrenia? or maybe Yesung is a ghost? well, i don't know. You decide by yourself :D
Another weird story by me. Still hoping you'll like it and mind to leave a comment ^^
The schizophrenia thing was inspired by domolovesyou/domofo's fanfiction 'The World Could Be Burning Dark Blue' and Krixtalify's Sounds Of Salvation. Have you ever read their story? No?! So found them then. Search on LJ if you couldn't find it here. They really did a good job with those KyuSung and KiSung stories ^^
Solo (INA), September 6th, 2012
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Trias
Title: This is Our Love
Pairing: KiSung
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: One shot
Disclaimer: Whether you like it or not the casts are mine due to the story is originally MINE. Understand? Claim yours.
Warning: You'll find Grammatical Error, Bad Language, any Typos or any else mistake cause this story is unbetaed and English is just my 3rd language.
Summary: Will they open their eyes and realize we are one. On and on we stand alone, until our day has come when they open their eyes and realize we are one. (KiSung's songfic inspired from Open Your Eyes by Alter Bridge).
The sun's rays directly fall onto his face, succeed wake him up from his sleeping state. Kibum yawns, rubbing his eyes then sits up and stretching his hands to the sides. He turns his head to the left side of bed. Empty. He smiles, moves aside the blanket, wearing his sweatpants and plain t-shirt then heading outside the room.
There in the balcony he saw his baby hyung standing a few inches away from railing, sipping his morning coffee. Kibum approaches him, sneaking his arms around the older waist in a sudden, succeed made the older gasp in surprise.
"Yah, can you.. just once time didn't surprise me like that. What if i had the heart disease? you wanna kill me?"
"You won't die. I swear to you, you'll always live in my mind, in my heart, there is always you in every air i inhale, in every steps i take, in my bloodstream. You are my life."
"You talk as if you will die if i'm not around." Yesung giggled and shaking his head.
Kibum resting his chin onto the smaller man's shoulder. "If i'm not dead, then i'll be going crazy cause losing my source of life."
"Funny. Thinking how we still alive and live our own life now. Here. In the world that will never ever accept us." a bitter smile forming in his lips.
"Don't think about them. They're just too blind. Couldn't see how big our love. One day this world would fall onto their knees for seeing how our love ruins their pride."
"If i could see it." Yesung tilts his head up. Trying to looking through the clouds and sky, is there something called Hope, Acceptation and Forgiveness for them?
*******
Kibum doesn't like that guy, his face indeed extremely beautiful for a guy, more pretty than his Sungie hyung though. Yes, he is. But as he told before, Kibum didn't like him. His stare, as if could emerge the hard steel. Kibum sometimes felt he's being denuded just because that stare. So uncomfortable. "Can you stop staring at me like that?"
Heechul, the beautiful guy sighs. "So you don't have to be here everyday." He continues his activity, wiping the cafe table.
"I should escort my hyung."
"Can you stop that?!" the beautiful male shouted.
"What's wrong with you? No need shouting like that. I'll go now. You're so resentful." half-angrily he said then got up from the seat, heading to the exit door. Turns his body once more to gaze the feminine male, it made him unnoticed to the tall guy who just walked inside, accidently they bumped. Kibum fell.
"I'm sorry." the tall guy muttered his apology. Stretch his hand to help Kibum stand up.
Kibum looks up to see the handsome face of the other, ignoring the offered hand, he stands up by himself then just walks away.
The tall guy, Changmin stares at his back until he disappeared in the crowd.
*******
The days after, Changmin always see Kibum in the cafe. The other will immediately go after escorting his lover, sometimes Changmin will see him smile so sweetly when there's no one around him. Or he will say something to the space, muttering incoherent words.
Changmin smiles and shakes his head. Such a loving bird they are. Changmin believes that the lover of that young man must be a so sweet person. Kibum never smiles to him, but indeed he would smile, pull his lips from ear to ear, as wide as he can after talking to the one he love.
What kind of person the lover of Kibum? Why he never see him or her before. It's been 6 days. And everytime Changmin goes to the cafe to meet his hyung, Yunho or Heechul, he never find him. Strange.
Today Changmin see him again. Kibum just walked out of the cafe. "Hi." he greeted.
Kibum eyeing him then bowed slightly.
"Wait." Changmin grabbed the shorter male's arm.
"What do you want?" Coldly Kibum said.
"Ah, I'm Changmin by the way. Yunho hyung and Heechul hyung cousin. I always see you here for the last weeks. Who's the one you escort if i may know. I haven't met her yet."
"Him. It's him. How could you haven't met him yet if it's already more than a week you always come to the cafe. Just asked Heechul hyung. His name is Kim Yesung."
*******
"What happened exactly? tell me frankly." Changmin grabbed the hand of the beautiful guy, pulling then forcing him to sit down on a chair in the corner of the cafe.
Heechul looked at the young man with an unreadable expression. He crosses his arms, leans his back on a chair, inhale deeply, "Which point you wanna know?"
"Everything hyung, everything. H-He is kinda weird. Not only one time i found him talking to noone, smiling and laughing to the space. Yet he talked about his lover whom works here? Which one, i couldn't find someone named Kim Yesung here. We have no worker with that name."
"We ever had one." Heechul said.
"What? ever had one? So he hadn't worked in here anymore then. So why Kibum always come here and...."
"He was too depressing to face the truth and reality, Changmin-ah. That imaginary voice and face forming in his head, forced him to create an abstract object that should've not been here anymore."
"Sorry, but i couldn't catch it. Just. Just tell me what happen exactly."
"Kibum's lover was a guy..."
"I guessed that already, and he told me so"
Heechul smiles, a bitter smile one. "Do you think that was the biggest sin they created?"
Changmin squinted his eyes, "Isn't homosexuality the biggest sin?"
Heechul laughs, an awkward laugh, "Both of them are crazy, Kim Yesung and Kim Kibum. They were insane." again he let out that laugh.
Changmin has no idea at all, he just stares to the man in front of him. Waiting for him to lessen his dramatic awkward laughter. He's more than ready to listen whatever the news he will hear.
Slowly Heechul calm down. Close his eyes for a while before open them again. He sighs. "I met Kim Yesung two and a half years ago. He came here, asking for a job. He said he could sing, he could play the piano, he could be a waiter. I asked him to sing." Heechul closes his eyes again. "So beautiful. His voice. Paralyzed me. So i said yes to him."
Changmin still listening to the other, didn't dare to make any noises. Heechul continued, "A week later, i met Kibum. Yesung was sick, i'm worried about him, so i went to his apartment, there i met Kibum. Such an attractive young boy with a handsome face and deadly smile. That day i knew they were a couple. A couple of gay lovers, just like me and Hangeng." Chul laughed again. "I felt like i had a friends and brothers. They're so suit together, very sweet couple. Made you feel the envious overwhelming only with watching them staring to each other."
"I like them. I deemed them as my own dongsaengs. But then i felt there's something wrong with their relationship. So instead of wondering and guessing, bluntly i asked them. Yesung bowed so low and bit his bottom lip whilst Kibum interwined their hands together, supported his lover that moment."
Heechul once again stopped for a seconds. "Then Kibum started open his mouth, telling me about the reality of their secret love life."
"And what is that?" Changmin couldn't hide his curiosity anymore.
"Kim Kibum and Kim Yesung." Silence for a mere seconds. "They are brother. Descended from the same blood. Born from the same womb. They are biological brothers."
Changmin is shocked for hearing that, "br-brother?" in disbelief he said."So, they did... in-incest?"
*******
Kibum ran faster this time. In rush he climbed the hill, reaching to the place he used to be. On top of the hill, under the big tree he saw him. Someone he was looking for the last 2 hours.
He approached the other, "hyung." he called out.
The other turned his head to stare at Kibum. Kibum widened his eyes in shocked seeing the other condittion. Practically he extended his hands, hugging the older.
"Hyung!!" He released his hug, then cupped the older's cheeks gently.
"Who did this to you?" He touched the purplish colour on the other's right cheek, then examined the same mark on the left cheek, under the bottom lips, on the temple. Yesung's face full with the bruises. His clothes soaked and excreted the stink.
"I hate them Kibum-ah. I hate them. Why they're so cruel to us? Is it wrong to love somebody? Why they couldn't see it? Our sincere love. Am i wrong for loving you? Is loving you with all my heart is a crime?" The older cried his heart out.
Kibum withdrew Yesung's body into an embrace. He hates to see his hyung's tears. Yesung was 3 years older than him, but his heart is too soft. He could be hurted easily. He's too sensitive, too kind, too fragile. The type of person who needs to be protected.
Kibum promised to himself he would protect the older from the cruel reality and life. Why they had to make this that hard? Doesn't the biggest grace in this world is love? Kibum and Yesung had it. The love. Couldn't they see it?
Yes, of course they couldn't see it cause they're too blind. Sometimes Kibum wonders will they open their eyes and realize that they are one. That they are... inseparable. That this is the way they live a life. The way the love came to them.
‘This is our love, hyung. Not them, so just let it be. This is our love’
*******
"Their mother has died when Yesung was 11 and Kibum was 8. Their father started sinking himself with his works, and didn't care about his sons. Yesung held the role as a father, mother and also brother for Kibum. They're so close to each other, too close until they started developing that forbidden feeling. Kibum said he was 15 the first time he stole the kiss on the lips from Yesung. Yesung said he was 19 the first time they were making love. And Kibum was 22 when he persuaded his hyung to run away from their house."
"The funniest thing they said was their father still didn't know about their relationship, or he just tried so hard to ignore it, perhaps. His sons became a 'celebrities' in his hometown, person to be reviled, to be insulted, to be pushed, to be pummeled. So how could he didn't know?!" Heechul shook his head.
"And you know what i did after hearing their confession about that incestuous?" He asked to the younger.
"What?"
"I slapped Yesung so hard until he was bleeding. Kibum pushed me, made me hit the table, i yelled to them telling them they're crazy, they're sinner, they're cursed. God will punish them for their sin. They'll go to the hell."
"Funny. How i didn't realize that i'm a sinner too." Again, he laughed. "Kibum threw up the reality in my mind. He said 'Who do you think you are? A saint? Homosexuality is a sin too, and you still submit it. In the end, we'll end up at the same place. We're the same, we are... a sinner!' Yes, so ironic, i said about the sin when i also an applicant in the hell list."
"So i started to accept their relationship, i supported them. They had the willing to get marry. That ain't easy since only 11 countries in this world and some parts of The United States and Mexico that give a permission for the same-sex marriage. So they saved the money for that goal. They would go to US. After almost 2 years saving money, finally they could make their dream comes true."
"4 months ago, they went to US. I, Hangeng and Yunho escorted them to the airport. Bid a goodbye and wish them a good luck. 2 weeks later they came home. Their face was so bright, Kibum always circling his arms around Yesung's waist, as if afraid when he releases the other, he would fly away." Heechul chuckled, "I was really envy them. I even asking Geng when he will marry me."
"That day. 10 days after their home coming was a hard rain. The customer ordered something for lunch, I commanded Yesung to go. More than 2 hours and he still hadn't come back. Then Kibum came to fetch his hyung, so i asked him to pick up his hyung with my car."
"That was really a hard rain. 20 minutes later i received a phone call. Telling me there was an accident. The car's tires slipped when the driver tried to brake due to avoid people who crossed the street at that time. There were two victims. One died and another in a serious condition."
"That one who died, was he Yesung?" finally Changmin spoke.
"Yes. Yesung died right on the spot. Kibum was unconscious for 8 days. And after he was sober he was crying and blaming himself for knowing the truth."
"And after that?"
"Kibum got depressed. He turned into a zombie. He refused to eat, drink or just to speak. That was so frustrating for me, Geng, Teuk, Kang, Yunho and Jae. We're trying so hard to bring him to life once again. Almost 2 months and the result was nothing. We started to surrender, though we still came to his apartment sometimes to check him up and force him with the food."
"Oneday i saw him walking inside the cafe, he's smiling and greeting me and the others with a happy face."
"What happened?" Changmin asked.
"He said he accompanying Yesung to go to work. For more than a week, he always did the same, doing a routine same as Yesung was still alive, the same dellusion everyday. We called for a psychologist since it started to be so annoying we think. And he said Kibum suffering for schizophrenia."
*******
Kibum caress his lover's hair lovingly. His sleeping face, looked so peaceful and pure, like an angel. He touches the older's face, start from the forehead, trailing down to his eyes, right first, then the left. He continues his hand's movement, touch the cheeks, the pointing nose then the perfect luscious plum lips. His favorite. His hyung lips always has a sweet taste.
Kibum holds the urge to capture it, Yesung is a slight sleeper anyway, he's afraid when he touches the older's with his lips, it would wake him up.
But hey, we talked about Yesung's lips. The most tempting thing in the world for Kim Kibum. So subconsciously he closes the gap, meet his own lips with his hyung. When he sees the older still close his eyes, he starts to moving his lips more aggressive. He immediately stops his action when hearing Yesung moans and trying to shift his body closer to his dongsaeng, buried his face to the younger chest.
Kibum chuckled seeing it. How could the older looked that sweet and cute for this moment. Kibum pecks the older lips for the last time before driving into the dream world. Delightly prepare to dream about how big their love. The big love that unfortunately people couldn't see it.
Yes, of course they couldn't see it cause they're too blind. Sometimes Kibum wonders will they open their eyes and realize that they are one. That they are... inseparable. That this is the way they live a life. The way the love came to them.
‘This is our love, hyung. Not them, so just let it be. This is our love’
******* Finish *******
I put up the 3 main problems here. Homosexuality, Same-sex marriage and Schizophrenia.
But.. is it really a schizophrenia? or maybe Yesung is a ghost? well, i don't know. You decide by yourself :D
Another weird story by me. Still hoping you'll like it and mind to leave a comment ^^
The schizophrenia thing was inspired by domolovesyou/domofo's fanfiction 'The World Could Be Burning Dark Blue' and Krixtalify's Sounds Of Salvation. Have you ever read their story? No?! So found them then. Search on LJ if you couldn't find it here. They really did a good job with those KyuSung and KiSung stories ^^
Solo (INA), September 6th, 2012
Regard,
Trias