confussed
well i pretty much got everything in the world on my mind. i cant get any of it out. i kinda sorta like this guy that really dnt like me (anymore) it hurts me, but i mean iv had other breakups but for some reason i cant get him outa my head i dnt want him to be with any other girls i mean idc him talkin to them and all that just not LIKE THAT idk how to explain my feelings. we are still Good friends and all but still i try to tell my slef that its ok you dnt have to have him to be happy but he does make me happy he makes me laugh we have sooo much fun when we hang out. but i mean a friend can do that tooooo right. we dnt have to be boyfreind and girlfriend but he wants other "girls" as freinds but its really gunna upset me when he walks in the same room as me and is holdin some girls hand ya know... IDK why i have these stupid feelings i wish they would leave me alone. idk why, how idk anything. :( i want him to be happy i really do... but at the same time i dnt want him to have girls alllll over him while he's standin next to me or one of his friends tell me that he had some HOt girl with him last night. its gunna up set me. idk wat to do....about anything. i dnt want him to forget me i dnt want him to stop hangin out with me i dnt want him to stop anything with me... lol.... he's sooooo cute. man i dnt want to lose him as a friend period! he's a awesomely amazing person. ;)