no one knows
I made every thing worse. I am losing everything I hold dear. I dont like how i feel. Ive lost so much in my life. I have had so many things stole from me. And when you think your going to lose the one thing that makes each dreadful day a sparkling paradise, what do you do? you become desperate. you tend to lose rational thinking. One mind set: Dont lose it. Do anything you cant to prevent this.
And in desperation and anger and pain and the thought of losing it all....I make it worse.
I regret. and there is nothing I can do now. Ive shot my self in the foot.
"way to go ME!"
I suck. Ive lost more than I had. I want this to all go away.
i want it to go away. I want it to go away.
Im digging my grave.
And in desperation and anger and pain and the thought of losing it all....I make it worse.
I regret. and there is nothing I can do now. Ive shot my self in the foot.
"way to go ME!"
I suck. Ive lost more than I had. I want this to all go away.
i want it to go away. I want it to go away.
Im digging my grave.