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[r3d_skies]

Six o'clock in the morning

my head is ready to explode

I can't believe i made it home alive

I don't remember where i went

or what i was drinking

but i know it's made me sick

and i'm not denying

that i get this way

when i try to get over you

i get this way

when i try to get over you

sometimes it hurts so much

to lose the one you love

sometimes it hurts so much

to lose the one you love

i tried so hard to hate you

but it only makes things worse

i only end up hating myself

and as my hatred grows

so do the lies

it's hard to face the truth sometimes

god i feel so useless

god i hate myself

when i try to get over you

i hate myself

how will i ever get over you?

sometimes it hurts so much

to lose the one you love

and after all this time you would think i'd understand the way i feel but no

i only think about myself

and it's driving you away

sometimes it hurts so much to lose the one you love