so...
Kind of a lot of stuff has happened lately I guess...
First...
I was supposed to model in the UNL fashion runway show tonight and tomorrow night. I got a message from "jandi lewendowski"....scarlett was that your roomie? haha. anyway she told me that i should be in the show and to message this other girl about it. so i did, and she called me tuesday and was all excited like "omg you're just what we need, we could definitely use you! blah blah blah!" so wednesday night I went over to East campus because that's when they were supposed to decide what girls were going to wear what. So I was there from 6p to 8:30p..... and they ended up not using me. what a waste of time.
I'm pretty sure they were afraid of my hair, because why else would they totally ignore me? wtf.
Second...
Today I was sleeping on the couches in love library and when i woke up my messenger bag was gone. backpack was still there, which meant my laptop was still there (thank god). but bag? gone. Which meant that my credit card, debit card, checkbook, drivers license, student id, car keys, and my graphics tablet was also gone. I looked around under the couches and went to the circulation desk to see if anyone had for some reason left it up there, but of course no, it wasn't there. soooo I talked to this one lady at another desk and she had my call campus security and right before the officer got to the library, Dillon found my bag in a stall in the men's restroom. Everything was there EXCEPT for my graphics tablet (well..and my business card holder and $15 but oh well).
So.... that sucks. quite a bit.
Third...
At this point I've lost pretty much all motivation for school. I seriously can't find anything to give me any sort of inspiration or reason to push me into getting my shit together. Today was the first day I went to class this week, and even then I didn't have what I was supposed to have done. Tuesday and wednesday I accidently slept through my classes. Monday I just didn't care enough to go so I stayed in the women's lounge all day. All I want to do is move out, get into doing more art, work a bunch and just hang out with people. I also miss LA a ton, I miss my crazy friends there. I started out so well this semester, I had the mindset that I was going to do well and study hard, get good grades. But it's all gone so downhill so fast That here I am with less than two weeks left of school and I'm teetering on this edge where everything could go one way or another. I dunno. I'm sort of drowning in apathy and I don't particularly like it.
Sorry for the depressing post lol.
~rose
First...
I was supposed to model in the UNL fashion runway show tonight and tomorrow night. I got a message from "jandi lewendowski"....scarlett was that your roomie? haha. anyway she told me that i should be in the show and to message this other girl about it. so i did, and she called me tuesday and was all excited like "omg you're just what we need, we could definitely use you! blah blah blah!" so wednesday night I went over to East campus because that's when they were supposed to decide what girls were going to wear what. So I was there from 6p to 8:30p..... and they ended up not using me. what a waste of time.
I'm pretty sure they were afraid of my hair, because why else would they totally ignore me? wtf.
Second...
Today I was sleeping on the couches in love library and when i woke up my messenger bag was gone. backpack was still there, which meant my laptop was still there (thank god). but bag? gone. Which meant that my credit card, debit card, checkbook, drivers license, student id, car keys, and my graphics tablet was also gone. I looked around under the couches and went to the circulation desk to see if anyone had for some reason left it up there, but of course no, it wasn't there. soooo I talked to this one lady at another desk and she had my call campus security and right before the officer got to the library, Dillon found my bag in a stall in the men's restroom. Everything was there EXCEPT for my graphics tablet (well..and my business card holder and $15 but oh well).
So.... that sucks. quite a bit.
Third...
At this point I've lost pretty much all motivation for school. I seriously can't find anything to give me any sort of inspiration or reason to push me into getting my shit together. Today was the first day I went to class this week, and even then I didn't have what I was supposed to have done. Tuesday and wednesday I accidently slept through my classes. Monday I just didn't care enough to go so I stayed in the women's lounge all day. All I want to do is move out, get into doing more art, work a bunch and just hang out with people. I also miss LA a ton, I miss my crazy friends there. I started out so well this semester, I had the mindset that I was going to do well and study hard, get good grades. But it's all gone so downhill so fast That here I am with less than two weeks left of school and I'm teetering on this edge where everything could go one way or another. I dunno. I'm sort of drowning in apathy and I don't particularly like it.
Sorry for the depressing post lol.
~rose