heartache..
will this pain ever end?
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anyways.. CJ and i broke up..
i miss him so much already..
i can't live without him.. rawr..
i already started cutting again..
but it's my fault, i guess.
i just wasn't good enough..
i'm going to the mall again tomorrow.
with James, Tiffany, Alex, Leah, etc..
CJ is probably gonna be there..
and i have to act happy..
i have to be strong about this..
oh yeah, my mom wants to move me out of the BMS area. i really don't care anymore.
if i could take back one thing
it would be the night i let you
out of my reach & into hers. xl3*
if i could show you
how much you've hurt me;;
you'd never be able to
look me in the eyes again
It's like when you are excited about a boy and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. And other times you see the same couple , and they make you so mad. Like, they've got the everything you've ever wanted
you remind me of a song i used to love
so let`s go back again - we can pretend
i`ll pretend that i`m happy
&& you can pretend you`ve always cared
i know he's never coming back.
But i have to believe he will.
i need that false hope...
the saddest part isn't
that with each passing day
i feel like i need you more,
but it's the fact that you
don't need me at all..
he takes me for granted thinking i'll always be there because he knows i’ve always been the one who has cared, but one day when he needs me the most and asks me to stay.. my back will be turned and i'll be walking away just as he did to me.
sometimes, i wish we had never met...
it was the words you never said
that hurt me the most.
would you find it in your heart
to make this go away
& let me rest in pieces
___held up so high on such a breakable thread*
--last one--
.. AND WHAT EXACTLY iS A BROKEN HEART?
» A broken heart is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first
three digits to his phone number.
» A broken heart is the cold shattering feeling youu receive when youu hear his name.
» A broken heart is when youu are crying yourself to sleep every night and yet crying
more and more each morning.
» a broken heart is glancing at the pictures of the two of youu, and then quickly turning
your attention to something else, to avoid your tears.
» a broken heart is screaming and begging for a second chance inside.
» a broken heart is the emptiness and heart wrenching feeling youu encounter when youu
see him with his new girlfriend ..
» a broken heart is knowing that no matter what youu do or say to yourself, youu can`t
fool your heart into believing that youu will in fact "be alriight.".
» a broken heart is seeing him and even thought it may be the hardest thing that youu have
ever had to do, but, youu decide to walk away.
» a broken heart is listening to that one song that makes youu break down, over and over again.
» a broken heart sometimes means: not wanting to go on.
anyways.. bye-bye..
COMMENT PLEASE AHH.
or i'll go strictly xanga.. i swear!