Hug my bones
I'm still waiting for the snow, I don't need you, I can go missing on my own.
In my thimbles on fingers to cigarette lips, I find the lining of flesh for abuse that we give,
They will call my name until it gets old, it will lose meaning, my body will mold.
Its a bad photo on my posters so when they found my body I took them down myself, because I hadn't been taken I was just somebody else,
I'll drown in the flood lights of the Friday night lights, lost sneakers and skateboards that were killed over time,
It hurts when I laugh, because then I look back,
and its a not a snow covered path,
with old ways and trying to change, forgetting who you are but staying the same,
so please excuse me from this year, and my affinity for not being here,
I come back to this place for the same reason that we blink,
staying awake while alive is harder than you think.
-e
hey, im back!!!! i miss everyone so much!!!! i recently moved into a new house so things have been busy, ill be trying to post more but its hard ;/// anyways love you guys i hope i havent lost my edge !