im not a perfect person.
charlie brown:that girl was beautiful..linus says, you saw her for 2 seconds on tv, charlie brownshes beautiful, i guess 2 seconds is all it takes to fall in love. linis im going to find her, her smile is amazing....the camera was on her for 2 seconds, just 2 seconds and i fell in love....
i wish someone would say something like that about me.
well ive been reflecting on my life quite much today. sarah stayed the night last night, which was really cool. shes on the couch and shes reading the bible. im on the computer, updating you and really pouring out my heart. well i have been very aggravated all day, i get so upset sometimes. i just today i felt bad ive been mean to my 3 year old brother. i was rude on the phone this morning with eddie. and ive been frustrated consecutively with sarah. i want to go to church tomorrow, but it looks impossible. number one, no one really wants me to go. and number 2 i wont have a ride home. i feel like i try and try again to make plans with people, ive been asking a few friends over and over again, what are you doing this weekend..bcos i would really like to spend time with them. and then all the sudden when i talk to them, they have plans with someone else. so im glad that sarah could be with me today, :] when no one else is there. i was also thinking about how sarah was like no one in your family even says i love you or anything. divorce is a horrible thing to go through. sometimes i wonder, what if i would have moved in with my mom. but on the other hand im glad i live with my dad, im glad he found ashyea. ashyea really cares for me, but shes bipolar, so shes constantly switching moods. so sometimes i just want to punch her..my mom told me last night that she will start giving my dad child support for me. and all i can think about is why now? after 6 years of divorce, hmm alot of stuff to ponder on. and ive been very uncomfortable with the way i look lately, i want to like hide. i have a fat face, my body is too skinny. this guy in class the other day asked me if i was anorexic/bulimic. im not either, i eat so much its unreal. and some people just dont understand the pain i go through when stupid questions like that are asked. as for boys, im suprised that after i cried so hard about the last situation, that it would wear off so fast, and i would so quickly be drawn to another guy. but i think he knows who he is. i hope so, bcos im definitely too shy of a person to tell a guy. so..well i cant wait for katie to move back. and kim to come visit me. my best friends rock.
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KtGrll862: mark from blink182 nostril hairs are eating my herbal essences
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GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMES.
FROM my girrl _ohmy
10 Things You're Crazy About
1) GOD
2) YOU!
3) MUSIC
4) my friends
5) CLOTHES
6) the color pink
7) KELLY CLARKSON
8) JELLY. (NOT ACTUALLY JELLY)
9) Magazines
10) MULLAH $
9 Things That Make You Laugh
1) some people make me laugh
2) jokes, duhhr.
3) eddie. funny guy.
4) drama. HAHA.
5) comedy central.
6) my dad, weirdo.
7) my dads dancing
8) slang
9) BOYS
7 Things You Do Before You Go To Sleep
1) talk on the phone
2) eat
3) do dishes
4) computer
5) brush my teeth
6) shower
7) hair.....
6 Places You Want To Visit
1) ITALIA, i might visit natascha!!
2) paris
3) NY NY!
4) JAPAN, i loveee japanese food like wh0a.
5) CHINA, I love chinese food.
6) ENGLAND, i like castles.
5 Bad Habits
1) Biting my nails
2) talking at the wrong times, not usually.
3) little things bother me.
4) obsessive compulsive disorder over kelly clarkson
5) addiction to LJ AND GJ.
4 Things That Make You "Unique"
1) my smile, you wont see anything uglier.
2) my love.
3) my personality.
4) compassion.
3 Things You Love To Do
1) SHOP.
2) hang out with friends,
3) be on the computer
2 Things You Wish You Had Right NOW
1) YOU!
2) Money
1 Favorite Quote -i have a lot.
Gone away why can't you stay
You have left me here waiting for you to say
Im coming back just to be with you
There's nothing in this world that I would rather do
Boy you're my soul my very source of air
Hand in hand we form the perfect pair
Promise me that you will try
To come back to me and never say goodbye