Mar 31, 2005 00:30
hEy kIdDoS..
hAvent uPdAtEd tHiS tHanG iN a WhIle.
nOt aLot is New.
im so extremely confused about alot of things right now. boys n stuff.. dUh since when is that not confusing. hah but other stuff too. like idk ive been thinkin and even the people i consider my BeSt FrIeNds.. how much can i really trust them? & i feel like im constantly being judged by EVERYONE for everything i do. we all are though.. people are so flipping judgemental. everyone has something to say about everyone. its so dumbbb.. i just dont know.. because i have alot of stuff on my mind but i feel like anyone i tell is goin to.. break their trust.. or judge me in someway or another. i need to just stop worrying what people think.. hard as that may be. & i need to put my faith in God that he will help me make the right choices with everything.
annnnywayyy
SpRiNg BrEaKs iN fLiPpIn 2 DaYs! iM sooooOoooo exCitEd. mE & eRiN wont actually be leaving until weds mornin but still.. NO SCHOOOOOOOL! hah suh*weeeeet. stephen called me and asked me to go down to jacksonville for the 1st 1/2 of Sb.. and i want to SO bad but i dont want to go stay in a hotel by myself & no1 is guna be able to go then so yeah it sucks but oh well.
im guna go to bed. ill update after spring break maybe.. loveee you <3 xO