The Bettering
It's been amost two weeks of what I can only describe as hell. Of course people's persecption of hell is wide and varied. My description is emotional and scared. I have been changing medications and had to taper off one then stop then start the new one. That sent me on a roller coaster ride of feelings both negative and positive that I've never reached before.
Sarah & Daniel survived it fine. All they saw was mummy crying a lot (washing my eyes) and knitting.
Rick is another story. His love and support through all of this was nothing short of superhuman. At this point a couple of days ago I would now melt into a pile of salt water, but The Bettering has started and instead I can smile and thank Jehovah for the gift of Rick.
Sarah & Daniel survived it fine. All they saw was mummy crying a lot (washing my eyes) and knitting.
Rick is another story. His love and support through all of this was nothing short of superhuman. At this point a couple of days ago I would now melt into a pile of salt water, but The Bettering has started and instead I can smile and thank Jehovah for the gift of Rick.