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This is my suicide letter to the world:
I love you all. I love you mom and dad. I love you Krystal. I love you Bealena. I love you Mikey, and I'll see you on the other side. There isn't much to say at the end but " I love you "... Nobody did anything wrong. It was all me. I couldn't start my life...so I took the fool's way out and ended it. In life, I couldn't maintain a hold on feelings and they caused me to spin out of control. I took this knife and buried it in my chest. Deep into the alcoves of my heart. There the blood fell forth and I sputtered my last words. "Fuck God". By now you've found me, buried me, and now you are rifling through the pages of my journal which is online at livejournal.com/users/r0seam0nqth0rnz..am I not right? I know that everyone I have ever met that I have touched in some way. I've it was ever in the wrong way then that's too fucking bad. I will not repent on what I defended myself or my friends with. Those who I touched with nothing but good...kudos to you. In hell, I will meet most of you. None of you are worth heaven. And you all know this. I love you all..
Goodbye
I love you all. I love you mom and dad. I love you Krystal. I love you Bealena. I love you Mikey, and I'll see you on the other side. There isn't much to say at the end but " I love you "... Nobody did anything wrong. It was all me. I couldn't start my life...so I took the fool's way out and ended it. In life, I couldn't maintain a hold on feelings and they caused me to spin out of control. I took this knife and buried it in my chest. Deep into the alcoves of my heart. There the blood fell forth and I sputtered my last words. "Fuck God". By now you've found me, buried me, and now you are rifling through the pages of my journal which is online at livejournal.com/users/r0seam0nqth0rnz..am I not right? I know that everyone I have ever met that I have touched in some way. I've it was ever in the wrong way then that's too fucking bad. I will not repent on what I defended myself or my friends with. Those who I touched with nothing but good...kudos to you. In hell, I will meet most of you. None of you are worth heaven. And you all know this. I love you all..
Goodbye