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insomnia...day 5. I haven't slept more than 3 hours in between "days" for the last week. i dunno what it is. stress? check. worries? check. nightmares? check. and yet, i'm mellow and not freaked out. it's just painful. in my head. in my mind of minds, it's painful.
although....staying up late...i find myself feeding strange video search desires.
for example, though i cannot find a postable/linkable version (as the only one i found was an advertisement that comes and goes)...
but I recently viewed the trailer for Jim Sturgess' new movie, 21. dear GOD! Goooooood....LAWD!
so fucking hot. so hot, i don't know WHAT to do. so cute and charming. dashing is the word. all the men i love in movies or TV are dashing.
-le sigh- and don't get my started on the fact that he speaks with an american accent for the role. hahahahahahahahahahaahahaha.
*faints*
i feel guilty over how much sexual pleasure viewing the trailer over and over and over and over brings me. because my heart still belongs to Joe Anderson as my AtU boy of choice.
although....staying up late...i find myself feeding strange video search desires.
for example, though i cannot find a postable/linkable version (as the only one i found was an advertisement that comes and goes)...
but I recently viewed the trailer for Jim Sturgess' new movie, 21. dear GOD! Goooooood....LAWD!
so fucking hot. so hot, i don't know WHAT to do. so cute and charming. dashing is the word. all the men i love in movies or TV are dashing.
-le sigh- and don't get my started on the fact that he speaks with an american accent for the role. hahahahahahahahahahaahahaha.
*faints*
i feel guilty over how much sexual pleasure viewing the trailer over and over and over and over brings me. because my heart still belongs to Joe Anderson as my AtU boy of choice.