Illusions
This is the cruelest thing.
The first exam I did this semester, I know I failed it. Cause I physically answered on 1.1 questions out of 3. And now - everybody's grades are online (not in the official student system, but in the course site), and my grade... my grade is listed as a 100.
And I KNOW it's a mistake. Suppose they gave a big factor? So I'd get like 55. But not a 100. Ever. I looked at other grades, they are okay. Nothing freaky. 80s, 70s a couple of hunders from the smart kids, a few fails.
Maybe "100" is the default number in the system and they just lost my notebook? Oh I know, maybe the joke came true and they added an additional zero to the right of my grade.
Anyway, it's like waving bread to a somalian kid, but not giving it to him. Because something deep, deep down in my soul is now being delusional about a magically huge factor...Hey, I did one question pretty well...
I guess I'll have to wait for the official results.
Oh I hate them.