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hey guys whatsup?? sorry haven't updated in awhile...ya know with school n all...meh..whatever..=S...n yeah...wow...school totally sucks..as if u people din know that already...but it sucks even more for me..or whatever..i really don't know...i feel like i've lost the only person that really truly knows me...n to me she was my bestfriend...n she's outta this school i'm in now...but it's like at times even though there's alotta people around me...i feel alone..even though i have people to talk to about..like my friends...but iunno...whatever...i know most people go through this everyday...but yeah...this girl i know told me to 'find yourself' but wen i told her that i din know how n if she could help me...she said she couldn't help me...nobody can...only me...n it's been stuck in my mind all this time..at first the conversation started off with this guy...i've liked him for the longest time...n one of my older friends told me that i was prolly in love with him... but i din know...so i thought about it...n i found out something really really weird...i'm not in love with him...cuz first of all i don't know this guy as well as i thought...but yeah...n now i don't look at him as anything as more than a friend...or like a good friend....so yeah...this is my thought for quit sometime now but i'm jus writing it now...oh n a lil advice...don't let the guy take over your life...juss cuz he doesn't feel the same way about you...anging out with him doesn't change anything...it won't make him like you more or somethin...thas what one of my greatest friends told me... newaiz i gotta run...adios amigos
luv alwaiz
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