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i have gotten to the point where i don't even call my mom.
i don't talk to anyone anymore.
i'm actually kind of scared of people, or more like, speechless.
i don't know what to say anymore.
i don't want to do anything anymore.
i'm more comfortable sitting inside my house all day dreaming about leaving than actually leaving and doing things..
and every time i apply for a job i realize that even if i get hired i won't be happy or comfortable.
it will only be a matter of time before i feel so awkward around coworkers that i quit.
even jared makes me timid these days.
what the fuck is wrong with me.
i don't talk to anyone anymore.
i'm actually kind of scared of people, or more like, speechless.
i don't know what to say anymore.
i don't want to do anything anymore.
i'm more comfortable sitting inside my house all day dreaming about leaving than actually leaving and doing things..
and every time i apply for a job i realize that even if i get hired i won't be happy or comfortable.
it will only be a matter of time before i feel so awkward around coworkers that i quit.
even jared makes me timid these days.
what the fuck is wrong with me.