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i am loving the last couple days' weather.
i am having tea right now, home alone (as usual), listening to the aforementioned rain. i've been up cleaning since 5am.
infact, i think my house is probably the cleanest in my neighborhood! not by proxy- (i live in the ghetto) but due to the fact that i'm so often left alone to my own devices that i have started cleaning non-stop just to keep myself from going insane... and now i even get some sort of strange enjoyment out of it.
i kind of enjoy doing the dishes to NPR every morning.
also, so far this week, i've downloaded every season of Weeds and every Audrey Hepburn movie ever made. i am loving both of those right now.
and, along with all of this time i've been spending with myself, should it be alarming that i now prefer the company of books to the company of people?
maybe it is simply because i can imagine the hell out of a book character, but the sad fact is that an actual, tangible human being is solid and unchangeable and bland... but at the same time, somehow intimidating.
all this alone-time has ruined any social skills that i had worked so hard (fruitlessly) to develop last year. considering the fact that no one here or back home is as reliable as i am, it's really not a loss at all.
i think i am going to fill out the FAFSA as soon as possible and try to go to school online... i read that you only need a bachelors' degree to teach English in South Korea.
maybe i'll just disappear someday?
i am having tea right now, home alone (as usual), listening to the aforementioned rain. i've been up cleaning since 5am.
infact, i think my house is probably the cleanest in my neighborhood! not by proxy- (i live in the ghetto) but due to the fact that i'm so often left alone to my own devices that i have started cleaning non-stop just to keep myself from going insane... and now i even get some sort of strange enjoyment out of it.
i kind of enjoy doing the dishes to NPR every morning.
also, so far this week, i've downloaded every season of Weeds and every Audrey Hepburn movie ever made. i am loving both of those right now.
and, along with all of this time i've been spending with myself, should it be alarming that i now prefer the company of books to the company of people?
maybe it is simply because i can imagine the hell out of a book character, but the sad fact is that an actual, tangible human being is solid and unchangeable and bland... but at the same time, somehow intimidating.
all this alone-time has ruined any social skills that i had worked so hard (fruitlessly) to develop last year. considering the fact that no one here or back home is as reliable as i am, it's really not a loss at all.
i think i am going to fill out the FAFSA as soon as possible and try to go to school online... i read that you only need a bachelors' degree to teach English in South Korea.
maybe i'll just disappear someday?