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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I need to find some way to let this frustration out....
and fast.
My hands are currently shaking..
I need this stupid car fixed so I can drive far, far away from things for a while rather be stuck here keeping everything bent up inside, i'm seriously about to lose it and go off of someone, which I know if it happens it will be way more harsh than what is needed but there will be a snowball effect once I start..
the only other time I felt like this was back in High school, Right before the jackass bully got my fist right between his eyes and ended up on the concrete with a broken nose.
I don't want a repeat of that, i'm not a violent person, why have i been so on edge lately? I feel like a ticking time bomb and I don't like it. I'm glad that I'm at least alone in my room right now, I'd hate for anyone else to see me when I get like this.
I want to go back downstairs and say sorry to 2 of the 3 people who were downstairs, but if I do the 3rd retard will just open his useless mouth and set me off again..
ARG!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to find some way to let this frustration out....
and fast.
My hands are currently shaking..
I need this stupid car fixed so I can drive far, far away from things for a while rather be stuck here keeping everything bent up inside, i'm seriously about to lose it and go off of someone, which I know if it happens it will be way more harsh than what is needed but there will be a snowball effect once I start..
the only other time I felt like this was back in High school, Right before the jackass bully got my fist right between his eyes and ended up on the concrete with a broken nose.
I don't want a repeat of that, i'm not a violent person, why have i been so on edge lately? I feel like a ticking time bomb and I don't like it. I'm glad that I'm at least alone in my room right now, I'd hate for anyone else to see me when I get like this.
I want to go back downstairs and say sorry to 2 of the 3 people who were downstairs, but if I do the 3rd retard will just open his useless mouth and set me off again..
ARG!!!!!!!!!!!