yeeey!! finally i'm feeling better..
even my problem not finish yet..
yesterday.. my school visited by the representative from waseda univeristy.. they wanted introduce about their new study program
*the name is SILS (School of International Liberal Studies)* but my sucks school only allow them to enter and presentated their program in one class.. *fortunately that is my class!!! yippie!!!*
This program is all done in english.. it means we will recieved all the tuition in english.. but after 2 years we must be able to speak jappanese fluently so for the first 2 years we are required to take Japanese language class.. the period of this program only for 4 years.. in the beginning we should take 2 or 3 subjects.. and in the future when we have been able to decide what is the most subject we intersted we can take only that subject.. but also we can take double degree program.. in the 3rd year we can choose to still continue our tuition in Japan or spend a year to find an experience study in another country such as UK, US, Canada, and many more.. *the total are about 60 countries that we can choose..* however in the last year we should go back to Japan and finishing our study.. im my opinion their presentation about this program was really interested.. and i wish i can continue my study in there..
but i have some P.R.O.B.L.E.M :
1. my parents*especially my mom* not really agree with me about studying abroad to Japan.. she prefer to send me to Aussie since i have a cousin in there.. so in her opinion i wiill be safer in there.. *please mom!! i'm 17 years old now.. so i should learn to manage my life by myself from now or i 'll never be an independent girl..*
2. I will spend at least 1.559.000 yen/year and this isn't including the cost of living during i stay in there.. *yeah.. maybe partime job is the solution of this problem*
3. number of applicants that they accept only 100 applicants from all nationalities.. *oh gawd!! they must be joking with me!!! i think this is the main problem for me to take study abroad in there..*
i have discussed this with my brother.. and i think he began to agree with me too..*in the first, he always support my mom's opinion and always tell me if i really wanna study in Japan i can take it after i finish my study in Aussie or in Indonesia.. he said in that time i would mature enough so i could take care myself..* i really gratefull since he began to change his perseption about studying abroad to japan.. but my biggest challenge is making sure my mom that i'm more interest in continuing my study in Japan than in Aussie..