random?
I have finals this week.
About 8 hours ago, I took two GNC energels that I got YEARS ago with Julianne and Cassidy and I cannot fall asleep, but I can't work either.. this poses a problem.
I'm delirious and weak and soo tired(I think), but I cannnnotttt fall asleep.
I took the liberty of picking out my hippie outfit for my environment and humankind video project. It's excellent. I forgot I had that wicked sweet Hippie book, I knew it would come in handy someday.
If I get to sleep, maybe I'll be able to survive the next few days.
I'm reading No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai and it's unbelievable.
Let's see... I am getting my brain back because I have significantly cut back on drinking, and it's soo nice. I missed her. I want to give her a big hug and tell her to never leave again. Funnily enough, this applies to Julianne as well who I have been hanging out with on a more consistent basis.
I want to go do wonderful things but my face won't move. It's just this heavy, pale bowling ball resting on my neck with charcoal circles around the bloodshot eyes that are struggling oh so very hard to stay open. (the prior statements were not an example of getting my brain back)
I want a flask with my name engraved on it for Christmas. Yes, I saw that Kennen had one of these... but I want one too!
And I want some absinthe while I'm at it.
And a trip to europe- london, paris, and italy... if I have to narrow it down to three places.
That was a very direct process.
Okay well I'm delusional now apparently..
About 8 hours ago, I took two GNC energels that I got YEARS ago with Julianne and Cassidy and I cannot fall asleep, but I can't work either.. this poses a problem.
I'm delirious and weak and soo tired(I think), but I cannnnotttt fall asleep.
I took the liberty of picking out my hippie outfit for my environment and humankind video project. It's excellent. I forgot I had that wicked sweet Hippie book, I knew it would come in handy someday.
If I get to sleep, maybe I'll be able to survive the next few days.
I'm reading No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai and it's unbelievable.
Let's see... I am getting my brain back because I have significantly cut back on drinking, and it's soo nice. I missed her. I want to give her a big hug and tell her to never leave again. Funnily enough, this applies to Julianne as well who I have been hanging out with on a more consistent basis.
I want to go do wonderful things but my face won't move. It's just this heavy, pale bowling ball resting on my neck with charcoal circles around the bloodshot eyes that are struggling oh so very hard to stay open. (the prior statements were not an example of getting my brain back)
I want a flask with my name engraved on it for Christmas. Yes, I saw that Kennen had one of these... but I want one too!
And I want some absinthe while I'm at it.
And a trip to europe- london, paris, and italy... if I have to narrow it down to three places.
That was a very direct process.
Okay well I'm delusional now apparently..