sui
today at work i was straightening some gloves and i came to the realization that i dont really want a boyfriend at all. i dont think i want any kind of relationship because i am deathly afraid of seeming vulnerable to someone and putting myself out there. its wayy out of my comfort zone and i dont stray too far from that area ever. all through hs i was like OOH I WANT A BOYFRIEND. but today i realized that i totally do not. the only person i trust in this world is myself, but that's not good because i am a horrible person. the things i have done are unmentionable.
i don't think i'd want to be my friend.
i don't think i'd want to be my friend.