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Did you ever just get scared that your not going to learn from your mistakes or maybe even do the same thing twice even though you know full well that you've been through this but now your doing it again? Well for some reason...I know the reason actually but I'll just continue....I feel like Im doing something that I've done already or gone through already yet I'm still doing it knowing that I will probably get hurt just like before. Yet as I do this and as much as it scares me I want to at the same time. I know I am a freak and a weirdo but I dont know whats going to happen with this but we'll see. I hope I'm not making the same mistake twice.