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holy shit. i haven't done this in FOREVER. i gotta warm up on my skills...numb-chuck skills, computer hacking skills, girls only like guys who have skills. right. anyways, so college is amazing. fucking love binghamton. done pledging which is amazing, AEPHI all the wayy. i love my pledge class, everyone's so chill and close it's truly amazing. i feel bad for all my friends still pledging though, especially my huber & craig. oh well..they'll be done eventually. i talked to mayala who i missed dearly, i had lunch w/her the other day. actually, we had smoothies (which i never had before...sooo gooood!)
i may have mono. i took the test today. hopefully nott!!! ahhhhh.
so i'm in a show, first semester was godspell...the ill na na. i had the best time. it was so much fun, everyone got along great, i made really good friends, the whole 9 yards. i reluctantly tried out for the show this semester, once on this island, i was nervous i wouldn't get in. thankfully i got in and i couldn't be happier. the show is awesome, the people are awesome, but the chemistry just isn't the same. not only do i feel like people downright hate me, but they ignore me. i consider myself to be respectful and i know when i fuck up and its my fault. but honestly - i just think that people should fess up how they really feel. theatre people, as i talked it over before with chelsea and teresa, are truly the best people ever. theatre people are honest when no one else is, and are turly genuine. that's why i continue with the acting, singing, etc. i love the people. if it weren't for them, to tell you the truth idk if i'd be doing it. but it does hurt me, why should i leave rehersals to the point of tears...or have to call patricia cryiing about rehersal? that honesly shouldn't be happening..especially when its so close to the show. i dont know..
so anyways, last night i met with my kitchen crew..i love to spoon..and it was great to just sit down and talk and be real. patricia knows i love her, and im really truly lucky to have a friend like her. she's always been there for me no matter what, and i know that with anything she's right by my side. it hurt me to find out she thought i would leave her bc im in a sorority. i keep telling people that a sorority wont change me...im not like that. i just dont understand why people say that..whatever. anyways, she thought i would leave her and like cut off contact with her. obviously that is not the case bc i love my other half to death. who else can i be cracked out with all the time and learn new crazy dance moves from.."sexual herbs" c'mon. and then my chelsea...yea we bonded as altos during godspell, but this time it was different. i got to get to know her more which is truly awesome. she's so chill and laid back about everything, i love it. and then the next minute she'll be cracked out with me and patricia. though we both can't dance and had hard times learning our pitches for the show...we still manage very well together and make each other laugh. i had a great time with them last night and now that pledging is over i can focus so much more time on the show and hanging out with everyone, if they want to i mean,..i'm really excited. :)
so yeah...i am overwhelmed with work like whoa and i have tons and tons of shit to do. so ill catch ya'll on the flip-side. and a big welcome back to me!! huzzahhhh.
xo britney anne
i may have mono. i took the test today. hopefully nott!!! ahhhhh.
so i'm in a show, first semester was godspell...the ill na na. i had the best time. it was so much fun, everyone got along great, i made really good friends, the whole 9 yards. i reluctantly tried out for the show this semester, once on this island, i was nervous i wouldn't get in. thankfully i got in and i couldn't be happier. the show is awesome, the people are awesome, but the chemistry just isn't the same. not only do i feel like people downright hate me, but they ignore me. i consider myself to be respectful and i know when i fuck up and its my fault. but honestly - i just think that people should fess up how they really feel. theatre people, as i talked it over before with chelsea and teresa, are truly the best people ever. theatre people are honest when no one else is, and are turly genuine. that's why i continue with the acting, singing, etc. i love the people. if it weren't for them, to tell you the truth idk if i'd be doing it. but it does hurt me, why should i leave rehersals to the point of tears...or have to call patricia cryiing about rehersal? that honesly shouldn't be happening..especially when its so close to the show. i dont know..
so anyways, last night i met with my kitchen crew..i love to spoon..and it was great to just sit down and talk and be real. patricia knows i love her, and im really truly lucky to have a friend like her. she's always been there for me no matter what, and i know that with anything she's right by my side. it hurt me to find out she thought i would leave her bc im in a sorority. i keep telling people that a sorority wont change me...im not like that. i just dont understand why people say that..whatever. anyways, she thought i would leave her and like cut off contact with her. obviously that is not the case bc i love my other half to death. who else can i be cracked out with all the time and learn new crazy dance moves from.."sexual herbs" c'mon. and then my chelsea...yea we bonded as altos during godspell, but this time it was different. i got to get to know her more which is truly awesome. she's so chill and laid back about everything, i love it. and then the next minute she'll be cracked out with me and patricia. though we both can't dance and had hard times learning our pitches for the show...we still manage very well together and make each other laugh. i had a great time with them last night and now that pledging is over i can focus so much more time on the show and hanging out with everyone, if they want to i mean,..i'm really excited. :)
so yeah...i am overwhelmed with work like whoa and i have tons and tons of shit to do. so ill catch ya'll on the flip-side. and a big welcome back to me!! huzzahhhh.
xo britney anne