Apr 21, 2004 19:21
yeah...so the play. meh. bleh. eh. basically sums up how the fuckgin rehersals have been. we haven't gone throught the whole show until today during the schoolday when performing it for all the students & faculty. we sit ther for about 2 1/2 hours..dont do anything until its too late to run teh show. the scene changes are getting better, dances are eh, i guess it'll come together. i eman, it BETTER come together. i was talkign to michie and some others, but i was fucking so angry that i didnt get a microphone. now, it may not seem that big of a deal, but it was to me. i considered myself to haev a decent, if anything, role. mae, brenda, and pooopsie all work together. for one to have a mike frekaign bothered the fuck out of me and i asked bender if we needed one. she said no, youll be picked up. fuck that. the whole thing made me extremely angry and to the point where i really didnt give a shit and wanted to quit. i felt liek that a lot recently..the people in it are ok. only the seniors/ some juniors/skamie are the only ones i remotely like as of now. whatever..as long as im getting community service for it
whatever..random phone call yest. during rehersal checked my phone for mi madre and it was just weirdness. i feel no need to concern myself with people who have no respect for me at all. bottom line
read about the laramie project during peer leadership considering she didnt believe me that i was in teh fuckgin show, after i showed her my script, and wouldnt allow me to leave. AWESOME. that was really really cool. anyways, that shit is so fucked up. it made me and sam goldberg alsmot cry. it was reallyr eally sad, all those sotries abotu epopel who jsut aren't fuckign tolerant. they really need to get over themselves immediately. ugh. brittany leeigh had her birthday on her shirt...interesting. haha!
i love lunch. i look forward to it every single day. i SUCK at badmitton. im not gonna lie..ok sarets!? i admitted it..i SUCK!!! klovsky is fucking awesome, she doesnt even move and she serves awesome and hits the "birdie" (most of the time!) i run around tryign to hit it, i can't serve...at all. larua laughed at me, psh! whatever. ill be good byt eh end of the year, i have faith.
i dont know where the fuck im goign to go to school. union...bihgmaton? i dont know..i need to choose, liek NOW! ahh! so stressed!
i need sleep, haven't gotten sleep in a long long long while.
work..i gave them my schedule for a fucking reason. i gave it to jen so that i wouldnt haev to worry abotu getting someone to cover for me. its jsut fuckign annoying, what was the need in them doing that to me!? schedul eme for monday & tues. when i have my show this week? incompitant? a little? i think i need to pick up my paycheck...mmm..that maakes me smile.
show..this thurs. fri. and sat. @ 7:30 MHS aud.
i got edible underwear & bra! i am SO excited to try it and eat it! not to put on...obviously! ;) skamie and i were reading abotu it, it was pretty funny, im not gonna lie.
Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart
'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way -Blessed Union of Souls
xogreenie