Life goes on.
So it is again time to fill the world with knowledge of qwert's life!
My first thought of the day is how many people actually call me qwert? I never kept track of such a thing, and only know that the general Tekko/Hampton world calls me that, while Deer Lakes people would choose the god-given name. I believe I actually prefer qwert to Peter, because I love what Tekkoshocon would represent. That being a large number of things, but mostly a place where I really and true-ly feel at home.
On to what is new in my life!
I believe the only real place to start would be what has happened with myself and Kristina. For anyone that doesn't talk to either party involved often, her and I broke up about three weeks ago. The reason being that I acted like a complete and total douche-bag on quite a few levels. I cheated on her. It was completely my fault, and I did it for selfish and lustful reasons. I would currently believe it to be the worst thing I have done to someone, and feel more sorry about that single action than any other I have before or since taken. Sadly there is nothing I can really do to atone for such mistakes, but to learn from it and move on in life.
The qwert would continue to roll, like the Katamari of the heart...
Besides such, my own life has been filled with a variety of activities that I have not in the past engaged in. Firstly being the school play. I would be playing a geek into the "weird" who is lacking in fashion sense, but drop dead sexy. Typecast, am I! The play is a fun time in a lot of ways, which is many types of good because of the time it takes out of my life. If anyone would be interested in seeing me do on stage what I normally do in person, it would be showing at Deer Lakes High School, the weekend of the 17-19. It shall be a good time. Besides that I am trying my hand at Forensics, and have what many would call a "bitchin" partner, and piece for duo. I also signed up for and promptly quit swim, due to a lack of time from the former two activities. This all together would encompass more extra-out-side-school-yet-inside-school-work, than I have ever done in my life.
qwert needs to find better ways to segue into other topics...
The final happening in my life, would be a new beginning and something I am ecstatic about. qwert has completely fallen for Amanda Carto. I am in love. I met such a girl a little over a month ago at a Pine-Richland-After-Home-Coming-Party. I have never been the type of person to believe in "Love at first sight", being of the thought that it was something that took a lot consideration, to decide that you feel like that about a person. The way I feel about Miss Amanda Carto would shatter my previous views. She is the most amazing person I have ever met, and I believe I fell for her the moment I met her. At first it didn't feel right having feelings for someone so soon after things with Kristina ended, but I know what that this is love. The way I feel about her, is completely different and wonderful from the way I have ever felt about someone before. Actually, I'm still amazed how things are working out, because I feel that things would still be too good to be true and that the entire situation will end up being some crazy and beautiful dream. I am not quite sure what I would be trying to say at this point, but perhaps I am just attempting to express how strongly I feel about her, and how happy and lucky I am that she would feel the same way. I love Amanda Carto.
So to say the least things in my life have been interesting, and more recently Awesomely Awesome.
My first thought of the day is how many people actually call me qwert? I never kept track of such a thing, and only know that the general Tekko/Hampton world calls me that, while Deer Lakes people would choose the god-given name. I believe I actually prefer qwert to Peter, because I love what Tekkoshocon would represent. That being a large number of things, but mostly a place where I really and true-ly feel at home.
On to what is new in my life!
I believe the only real place to start would be what has happened with myself and Kristina. For anyone that doesn't talk to either party involved often, her and I broke up about three weeks ago. The reason being that I acted like a complete and total douche-bag on quite a few levels. I cheated on her. It was completely my fault, and I did it for selfish and lustful reasons. I would currently believe it to be the worst thing I have done to someone, and feel more sorry about that single action than any other I have before or since taken. Sadly there is nothing I can really do to atone for such mistakes, but to learn from it and move on in life.
The qwert would continue to roll, like the Katamari of the heart...
Besides such, my own life has been filled with a variety of activities that I have not in the past engaged in. Firstly being the school play. I would be playing a geek into the "weird" who is lacking in fashion sense, but drop dead sexy. Typecast, am I! The play is a fun time in a lot of ways, which is many types of good because of the time it takes out of my life. If anyone would be interested in seeing me do on stage what I normally do in person, it would be showing at Deer Lakes High School, the weekend of the 17-19. It shall be a good time. Besides that I am trying my hand at Forensics, and have what many would call a "bitchin" partner, and piece for duo. I also signed up for and promptly quit swim, due to a lack of time from the former two activities. This all together would encompass more extra-out-side-school-yet-inside-school-work, than I have ever done in my life.
qwert needs to find better ways to segue into other topics...
The final happening in my life, would be a new beginning and something I am ecstatic about. qwert has completely fallen for Amanda Carto. I am in love. I met such a girl a little over a month ago at a Pine-Richland-After-Home-Coming-Party. I have never been the type of person to believe in "Love at first sight", being of the thought that it was something that took a lot consideration, to decide that you feel like that about a person. The way I feel about Miss Amanda Carto would shatter my previous views. She is the most amazing person I have ever met, and I believe I fell for her the moment I met her. At first it didn't feel right having feelings for someone so soon after things with Kristina ended, but I know what that this is love. The way I feel about her, is completely different and wonderful from the way I have ever felt about someone before. Actually, I'm still amazed how things are working out, because I feel that things would still be too good to be true and that the entire situation will end up being some crazy and beautiful dream. I am not quite sure what I would be trying to say at this point, but perhaps I am just attempting to express how strongly I feel about her, and how happy and lucky I am that she would feel the same way. I love Amanda Carto.
So to say the least things in my life have been interesting, and more recently Awesomely Awesome.