Make Me Forget Chapter 10
Make Me Forget - Chapter 10 by Mewwy
Warnings: Dom/Sub, Angst, Sex
Pairings: Steve and Danny
Plot: PWP
Beta'd: Huntress69 and ellie_pierson
Word Count: 3139
Disclaimer: I don't own them wish that I could. If I could there would be more nekkid and feelings and well explosions!
Lying on the blanket on his beach Steve was contemplating his weekend. It had definitely not turned out like he had planned. In his arms was his partner and Danny was gazing up at the stars. Thinking back over the weekend he realized that this was something he would like to have forever. He and Danny had shared "I love yous," but Danny had yet to make love to him. Sure Steve had made love to Danny, but Steve was worried that Danny wasn't in this for the whole bit. For forever.
"You have baby aneurysm face. What are you thinking about?" Danny was propped up on his elbow looking down at Steve.
"It's just this weekend has been amazing. I don't want it to end." Hiding what he was really feeling.
Studying him Danny smiled softly. "We'll have more weekends like this. Well, maybe not the picking up each other in a bar part, but the rest."
"Really?" Steve knew Danny didn't do causal and he had said I love you, but Steve was still worried that this had all been a game to Danny.
"Yes, really. Talk to me Steve. What is going on in that head of yours?"
Trying to gather his thoughts he leaned up and kissed Danny. He could so easily get lost in kissing Danny. It also gave him courage. "I'm afraid this is all a game to you." Steve whispered to Danny's lips.
For his part Danny took a breath and kissed Steve softly. Lying on his chest and looking down at the small frown on Steve's face. "I may play games in the bedroom Steve, but I don't play games with people’s hearts. You guessed it Friday night that this wasn't just causal for me. I have wanted you for a while. Not just in my bed, but in my life. With you, I can't do causal. I already lost my heart to you a long time ago."
As he reached up to hug Danny Steve smiled softly. "Really? Because I don't think I can go back to just being partners and friends. I am fully on board with this. This us. Us. Whatever we are. I want to be with you Danny. I want to fight over dinner like we do, wake up to soft kisses, and make love to you under the stars."
"You are an exhibitionist aren't you?" Danny laughed. His head was on Steve's chest and he was looking down at the man. "I want all of that too. I want the us too! I want to lose ourselves in sports on the TV while sharing each others personal space, I want to spend hours bitching at you over the proper way to read Miranda rights, and I want to take you home and fuck you hard and watch you come apart. But mostly I just want to love you and grow old with you."
"Make love to me Danny. Show me. Please?" Steve was still a bit worried. What Danny had said alleviated a lot of his fears, but Danny still hadn't made love to him. He had just fucked him and that wasn't what Steve needed. Danny was the first and only person Steve had made love to. This was something he required from Danny. Words were Danny's forte, action was Steve's.
A soft smile touched Danny's lips. Steve gave him an answering one. "That is why you wanted to lie under the stars isn't it? I thought it might be a Catherine thing."
Shaking his head. "No, Cath and I might have had sex on the beach, but we never made love. You are the only one I have made love to."
Danny's hand came up to Steve's face in a caress and Steve leaned into it. He loved that Danny was so tactile. It gave him strength when Danny would casually touch his arm or back when they were working. Steve wondered if there would be more touching at work now that they were in a relationship. They should tell Chin and Kono about this change. Or maybe they would already know. They were pretty smart Detectives. "Steve. I lost you there. What are you thinking?"
"Just wondering if you will touch me more now that we are together."
"Oh, Steve I am sure I will." Danny kissed his chest. "I am also honored to be the only one you have ever made love to. And Steve," the caress was still there. "I would love to make love to you on the beach under the stars." Leaning up Danny kissed Steve warmly and Steve felt loved. It wasn't like their other kisses. This was more like the kisses from yesterday when Steve made love to Danny. Soft and sweet. Warm and tender.
They kissed like that for a while. Tongues slowly, confidently searching each others mouths. Hands roaming. Steve was feeling cared for. Loved. He had done soft and warm with Catherine, but his heart didn't feel like it would burst. With Danny his heart felt full to exploding with bliss. Steve pulled Danny so that he was lying on top of him. The weight of the other man made Steve feel loved. It was real, Danny was here, and he hadn't run away. Danny loved Steve.
Spreading his legs Steve felt the other man settle between them. They fit perfectly. Their chests lined up beautifully. Allowing Steve to let his hands roam Danny's broad back and down to his ass. The men were gently rutting against each other like they had all the time in the world. Steve wanted Danny to love him. He was still sore, but not as sore as earlier and he would take the pain if Danny would make love to him.
Steve lost all track of time as he and Danny lay there kissing. It wasn't until Danny broke off the kissing that Steve remembered he wanted Danny to make love to him. "Steve." It was quiet from swollen, red lips.
"Danno." A sigh from Steve this was his Danno.
"I love you. You get that right?" Steve nodded. "Let me make love to you." Steve hugged Danny tightly. "SuperSEAL I need to breathe." Both men laughed. It was good to laugh with Danny. His laughter was always infectious. Steve released his hold on Danny, but kept his arms still around him.
Finally allowing Danny to move off him Steve sat up. He had already prepared himself for the possibility of making love to Danny tonight. Stripping off his shirt he watched as Danny did the same. They had come down to the beach without their shoes and the sight of Danny's bare feet kind of drove him wild. His feet were small, but perfect for Danny's body. Strong and arched and Steve wanted to kiss them and massage them. See if Steve could get those beautiful sounds he made in bed out of Danny.
Both men stood and removed their pants and underwear. "Commando Steve? Am I that predictable?"
"No. I was optimistic." Steve took the naked Danny in his arms and kissed him. "I wanted to have you make love to me. So I prepared myself in case you would."
"Steve." It was a little rough. "I haven't done this in a long time." Steve looked at Danny. "I mean the making love to someone. Rachel was the last and that ended so well."
As he kissed Danny deeply Steve broke off Danny's words. He didn't want to hear about Rachel or think about Catherine. This was his and Danny's time. Their time for love. Everyone who came before didn't matter. His hands moved down to Danny's delectable ass. Squeezing and pulling him closer. They stood there for a few minutes just kissing deeply, breathing when it was needed. Just touching and being together.
Without breaking the kiss Steve bent his legs to lie back down. Danny followed him until they were lying down again. Danny was half on top of him on Steve could feel his erection against his side. Steve's erection was lying against his stomach and Danny's hand trailed down and was lightly playing with Steve's balls. The men were still lazily kissing while hands explored. Steve was rubbing Danny's back.
Finally separating Danny gazed down at Steve. "How do you to do this Steve? Personally I would like to see your face when I make love to you."
"God yes Danny. Please." Steve felt loved already just by the look Danny was giving him. It was so soft and kind. He could see the love in Danny's eyes and it made all the insecurities fall away. This man loved him. He loved Steve.
Danny nodded and settled himself back on top of Steve. Falling between Steve's legs. Their erections rubbed together and both men moaned. Steve raised his knees to give Danny more room. For his part Danny knelt between Steve's legs and grabbed his own jeans. "We need a little bit of height for me to be able to make love to you." In response to Steve's quizzical look. Merely lifting his ass up off the blanket so Danny could put is jeans under his back. "Better. You okay baby?"
"Yes, Danny I am. Please." He was to the point where he was pleading. It wasn't like he was ready to cum, he was ready for Danny to show him he loved him.
Danny bent over and kissed his abs. He slowly put a finger into Steve to find Steve had indeed lubed up before they had come down to the beach. "Are you stretched too baby?"
"Yes, I wanted to be ready. I just wanted you to love me."
A brilliant smile broke out on Danny's face. "I am going to love you Steve. I just don't want to hurt you. Are you sure you aren't too sore?" A nod from Steve as he gazed at Danny. He had some pain, but he knew Danny would be easy on him. "Okay." Steve reached for his jeans and pulled out a condom and the tube of lube. Efficiently Danny tore open and rolled on the condom. Dribbling some lube over his hard cock Danny watched Steve watch him fist his cock.
Danny put the lube aside. "Are you ready for me baby?" A nod. "I am going to love you Steve. Remember that I do love you. Nothing is ever going to change that."
"Oh," Steve breathed out. "Danny I love you too." He reached out to Danny's face and Danny leaned into his hand. Watching Danny as he lined up his cockhead to his hole Steve couldn't believe that this wonderful, exciting, passionate man loved him. Danny was going to make love to him. As Danny slid in Steve moaned in pleasure. "Oh, Danny." He breathed out. There was a little bit of pain, but not enough to worry about.
However, once Danny was fully into Steve he paused. "You okay?" Danny must have seen something on Steve's face.
"Yeah, I'm good." Taking a breath and pushing against Danny.
"Pushy aren't you?"
Steve groaned. "Move please Danny. Please."
Leaning over Danny placed a kiss in the center of Steve's chest. As he kissed his chest Danny began to move. Slowly and carefully he pulled back and pushed back in. He set up a slow and wonderful speed. Moving one of his arms Danny lifted Steve's left leg and settled it over his broad shoulder. This allowed Danny to go deeper.
Each thrust was rubbing against his prostate. Steve knew that Danny had amazing control he proved it before so he watched Danny's face. The man had his eyes on Steve's face and they were full of love. Arching somewhat to try and get friction on his cock Steve lost eye contact with Danny. "Jesus Danny. This slow speed is killing me."
When Steve looked back up Danny had a soft smile on his face. "I'm not trying to kill you." But he did speed up somewhat.
Steve reached out to cup Danny's face and Danny turned his head and kissed his palm. In this position Steve couldn't reach Danny's lips to kiss, but he could touch his face. "I love you Daniel." That brought a moan from Danny and he sped up. Danny's head went back in his eyes slipped closed. Steve slid his hand around Danny's neck so he could get the man to look at him. "Always."
"Jesus Steve." Thrusting harder. "I love you with all that I am." Danny began to pick up speed and was going deep on every thrust. Steve was moving his hips to meet Danny's thrusts.
Wrapping one hand around one of Danny's wrists and using the other hand to wrap around his cock Steve's eyes never left Danny's. All that was heard was soft moans of pleasure and the slapping of Danny's balls on his ass. Steve saw the love in Danny's eyes. His orgasm started in his lower back and was coiling up into his cock.
He wanted this to last so Steve slowed down the fisting of his cock. "Danny."
"Cum for me babe. I want to see your face when you cum." A soft smile crossed Danny's mouth. There was sweat dripping down his face. This was the first time he had seen Danny sweat. Maybe he didn't have as much control as Steve thought.
He began fisting at the same speed as Danny's thrusts. He let his orgasm come. It was like waves of pleasure rolling over him. "Danny," he sighed out as his orgasm took him. It was powerful in its own right, but Steve had never had an orgasm feel like this. It was like he was drowning. Danny continued to thrust through his orgasm.
Sometime during his orgasm Steve's eyes slid shut with their own accord. Opening his eyes he sees the love on Danny's face. "Cum for me Daniel. Make me yours." Danny moved more rapidly. Steve could see Danny was fighting to keep his eyes on Steve.
Heavy lids watched Steve as Danny groaned out his orgasm. "Steve. Oh god." He moaned out still thrusting into Steve even though it was erratic. Several thrusts later Danny all, but collapsed onto Steve. Both men breathing heavily.
To Steve it was an amazing encounter. He had never felt this good and loved. "Oh, Danny." Steve leaned up and kissed the top of Danny's head. "I love you so much." There was a murmur from his chest area and Steve smiled. "What was that?"
Looking up Danny smiled back. "I said I love you too."
They lay there until their breathing calmed. Danny slipped out of Steve and when Steve felt the emptiness he pulled Danny up to kiss him tenderly. "Thank you." Between kisses. "I have never made love before this weekend." Kissing softly. "I am glad it is you who I made love with."
More kissing. "I promise we will do this often." A chuckle. "Maybe not the beach part, because I am not as much of an exhibitionist as you are." They laughed easy and happily.
Epilogue-
A few months later found Steve sitting in one of his Adirondack chairs on his beach. He was nursing a beer waiting for Danny to get home from dropping off Grace. She had joined them for dinner. Steve had begged off because it had been a hard day. One of those days that he really just wanted to forget.
It was almost ironic. A day like this would have him out trolling for someone to fuck or be fucked by. Now he had Danny and he always knew what Steve needed. Their work relationship hadn't changed except they touched more frequently. Especially on days like today.
Both he and Danny had worn a mask when Grace was with them. They had lost a child today. A boy of no more than 5 had been shaken to death by a drug addled mother. Then she claimed the child had been abducted. 5-0 had raced around the island looking for the child. One of the HPD officers had found the child a couple hundred yards from the family home. Chin had gotten the mother to confess once Max had proven the baby had died from shaken baby syndrome. It was awful.
So Steve knew tonight Danny would make him forget. He would take him to a place that he would be lost in pure pleasure. Steve had once asked if during their play if Danny got lost too. Danny told him that he gets lost in his lover, watching reactions and listening to sounds. It took him away and made him forget too. Both of them got lost in the other. It was a pleasant distraction.
Their lives weren't much different. Weekends without Grace were for play and if one or the other needed more than their usual love making they hung one of Danny's ties on the door handle of their room. That was the other difference. Danny had moved in a few weeks earlier. They were still trying to find their footing with sharing the house instead of Danny being a house guest. It was working, but there were still a couple of hiccups.
So involved in his thoughts Steve missed Danny's arrival. The other man sat down next to him with his own beer. "Babe you okay?"
At times like this when they were together and they wanted to play they just used the names they had for their play antics. "I've been better Sir." Steve never even looked at Danny, just took another swallow of his beer.
"Steven." It was a sigh. It sounded like relief. He knew today had to have been bad on Danny. Also knowing that Grace would go a long way to soothing the day over for both of them. She had been a lot, but not enough. Apparently Danny was feeling the same.
They sat in silence while they finished their beers. Steve knew in a little bit Danny would make him feel amazing and he would forget everything, but Danny. Thinking back to that first weekend Steve had to smile faintly. It was the weekend that gave him a family and gave him something he wasn't looking for. Most importantly it gave him Danny.
Standing up Steve held out his hand for Danny. Smiling up at the taller man Danny took his hand and allowed him to pull him up. Steve kissed Danny on the nose. "Let's go Sir."
Finis
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Mewwy