Fic: Make Me Forget Chapter 4

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Make Me Forget - Chapter 4 by Mewwy
Warnings: Mild Dom/Sub, Discussion
Pairings: Steve and Danny
Plot: PWP
Beta'd: Huntress69 and ellie_pierson
Word Count: 3969
Disclaimer: I don't own them wish that I could. If I could there would be more nekkid and feelings and well explosions!



It had been a long time since he had any lover besides Catherine stay the night. This was a nice way to wake up. Steve had forgone his morning swim to merely watch Danny sleep. Even after all this time the man could still surprise him. The strength of power and confidence he exuded in the bedroom was an amazing turn-on. Danny had been true to his word. He had made Steve forget. By the end of the night all Steve's brain could think about was Danny's cock in his ass and the way he kept wringing out sounds from Steve.

Honestly, Steve had never come even close to weeping from having sex, but Danny had kept at him until all Steve had left were the tears. He had felt so amazing afterwards. Trusting Danny enough to let him see the tears. It was soothing and unexpectedly cathartic. To know Danny had the stamina to keep pounding exquisitely until Steve was a blubbering mess was a sight indeed. It was the first time Steve had felt so basic; there was nothing, but Danny's cock in his ass - it felt amazing.

Steve had aches in places he hadn't used in years. It had been years since he had anal sex and Danny was a demanding lover. Asking too much; expecting so much more. He loved it. This was an extension of Danny he never expected to see, but it was so purely Danny to ask for more than Steve was willing to give. He made Steve want to be more at work. Better! In bed he demanded more from Steve. Use your words Steven, popped into his head. Yes, use my words. Danny wanted so much. Could Steve give him that?

Don't get him wrong; Steve loved the games. The stern, but never raised voice that demanded more. Telling him to push harder than he had pushed in a long time, if not ever. Steve missed military life. Where you lived off the commands of others all you do is follow orders and life is simple. Following Danny's orders in bed was amazing. He wanted to show Danny that he was a good military man and could follow orders without comment. Watching Danny twitch a little while dreaming Steve wondered what more this amazing man could give him. Could he help Steve forget in bed? Let go and be free to enjoy?

Being a Type A personality was who he was. He led people for a living. He gave orders and expected them to be followed. Steve was in charge. Could he give that up to Danny? Thinking honestly to himself he realized he already had. Danny and he had a true partnership. Danny made suggestions to Steve's ideas and they worked together toward a goal. It was no longer about his orders, but rather their orders. Their combined thoughts became orders. Could this sexual relationship fill something that Steve didn't know he missed until Danny ordered him around?

Could he let Danny order him around in the bedroom? Danny had said there would be times when what Steve wanted would and could happen, but after last night Steve was almost willing to give up complete control to Danny. He had never had a lover reduce him to tears because the sex was so extraordinary that all he had left. And Danny's stamina? Jesus the man was a machine. He could have kept fucking Steve for longer Steve was sure of it.

Yes, yes he could keep having this kind of relationship with Danny. Letting Danny be in charge of their sex life. Put his wants, desires, and needs in Danny's hands. Steve had proven last night that he was more than up to the challenge. It helped that Danny knew him. Knew things about him that no other living soul knew. Danny was his best friend. If Steve was honest Danny was the closest lover he had ever had. Catherine knew him, but theirs was a relationship based on mutual need and friendship. This thing with Danny was about more. It was about meeting a need that Steve didn't know he had.

Admittedly Steve likes to cuddle, but other than with Catherine he never tried to cuddle with a lover. Until last night. All he wanted to do was hold Danny to show him how much he appreciated what had happened between them. Yes, he used his words last night, but Danny was doing something to his heart that Steve didn't know how to handle. He wanted to take care of Danny like Danny took care of him. Wanted to give back as much pleasure and care that Danny had given him.

This was so new to him. Danny had said there were rules and Steve knew they would talk more about those as things progressed, but would it be against the rules to blow Danny? Wake him up with Steve's mouth on his cock? Because Steve wanted that - to taste Danny.

Mind made up Steve moved slowly on the bed so that he was between Danny's knees. The man was asleep on his back spread eagle like he owned the bed. Steve kind of guessed he did because he never wanted Danny in another bed again. That realization struck him as he bent down to lick Danny's cock. He wanted Danny in his bed forever. A little shocked at this, but he was going to think about it later. He was now a man on a mission. To wake Danny up appropriately.

This was the first time he had seen Danny's cock up close. It was bigger than he thought it would be even semi-erect. He had been pretty impressed when he saw it last night, but now in the early morning light it was beautiful. A pale color with a nest of darker blonde hair nestled with it. When it got hard it would definitely be a mouthful. Steve hadn't given a blow job in years; he just hoped it would be good enough for Danny. If Danny could truly stay hard for an hour would Steve be able to break that control?

Admiring the beautiful cock Steve moved down to lick it. A long slow lick from base to tip. When he reached the tip he used his tongue on the slit. Danny's cock twitched at the attention. Smiling to himself he began to lick and nibble his way up and down Danny's cock. As it lengthened and hardened Steve began to hear moaning from Danny. That was a good sign. He played with Danny's balls while he tongued the slit on the cock.

"Steve," a sleep rough voiced spoke above him.

"Shhh I am learning about this beautiful cock." Steve took just the tip of Danny's cock into his mouth.

"Ahhh," a quiet groan from Danny. Sucking the tip like a lollipop Steve placed his hand around the base of the cock and started to fist Danny. His other hand was rolling Danny's balls gently.

Smiling to himself Steve followed his hand up and down on the tip of Danny's cock. He felt it growing for him under his ministrations. Danny had an impressive erection and Steve loosened his jaw to be able to take it all. Steve wouldn't be able to swallow all of him, but that was why he had his hand.

Danny was beginning to move his hips, not enough to choke Steve, but enough that Steve removed his hand from Danny's balls and placed an arm over Danny's hips. He wanted to make this good for Danny, but it wouldn't be good to gag on his cock. Which Steve hoped was fully erect because if it got any bigger his mouth wouldn't be able to handle it.

A wicked thought crossed his mind. Danny was moaning and panting some. Steve knew Danny was in charge in the bedroom. He had gotten away with blowing him so far, but Steve wanted to mark Danny. He wanted to give him a nice hickey on his hip. Like the finger bruises Steve had on his hips from Danny's strong hands. So releasing Danny's cock he moved to the pale hip and started to suck.

Steve was enjoying marking Danny. "Jesus, Steven. We will discuss marking later." This comment earned an honest to God giggle out of the taller man. When he felt the bruise was dark enough he looked up at Danny. Who was smiling affectionately at him. "Just what are you up to this morning, Steven?"

"Enjoying sucking your cock, Sir." Returning the warm smile.

Danny's laughter rang through the room. "You are off the mark there, sailor." Steve quickly returned to Danny's cock which he had been fisting slowly and sucked on the head of it. "Or not." A sigh.

Grinning to himself he went back to sucking and licking and fisting Danny's cock. Using his tongue on the slit before swallowing as much of Danny as he could. A small amount of teeth and he slowly raised his head to see Danny's expression. Danny's head was back and he was panting. Eyes closed and mouth open. It was beautiful. Suddenly Steve wanted to kiss that mouth and have Danny fuck him, but he knew they had all weekend to do that. This was more important.

Bobbing his head and watching Danny's reactions, while Danny was encouraging him with words. "Jesus Steven. That mouth of yours. You are doing so good, baby. It feels so good." Giving Danny so much pleasure had Steve rubbing himself on the bed while swallowing as much as he could.

Sticking one finger in his mouth along side Danny's cock Steve got it wet and rubbed it along Danny's tight little hole. "Christ Steven. Yes, you can do that. Please." Taking intuitive was good Steve was learning. Slowly he slid his finger into Danny's hot hole. Sliding in and out in time with his mouth. "Oh Steven the things you make me want to do to you. The things you are doing to me. Please Steven. God please."

Steve carefully began searching for Danny's prostate. Once he found it he rubbed it with vigor. "Yes, Steven oh God yes." Tonguing the vein on the back of Danny's cock Danny was trying to move his hips. Arm firmly in place Steve hollowed his cheeks and sucked harder.

Every time Steve bobbed his head he tightened his tongue and ran it up and down the vein. Rubbing Danny's prostrate the whole time. "Steven you better swallow or back off." Steve looked up at Danny's wrecked expression. "Ah God damn it Steven. Please. Harder. Oh God harder." Following orders he did. Constantly rubbing the prostate and sucking with everything he had.

"Jesus Christ." Danny came with a yell. Steve swallowed all Danny had to give. Sucking him through his orgasm. He stopped rubbing Danny's prostrate, but continued with gentle sucking. Removing his finger from Danny's ass he moved his own hand down to his hard cock. "Mine damn it. That is mine."

Looking up Steve could see Danny was looking down at him. He was looking at Steve with a dark expression. Finally releasing the cock from his mouth. "Please Sir. I am so close."

A soft smile. "I am being generous this morning because of how I woke up. Okay Steven you may have relief."

"Thank you Sir." Steve reached between his legs and took himself in hand. Rubbing his fingers over the cockhead he moaned.

"Look at me sailor!" Steve couldn't ignore the command. He looked up at Danny. "I want to see your eyes when you come."

"Oh God. Yes, Sir." He was close. Fisting himself and twisting his hand over the cockhead he was nearing his orgasm. Knowing Danny had given his permission he kept watching his lover. "Please can I come Sir?"

"Very good sailor. Yes, I want to see your beautiful face when you come."

A couple more tugs and twists and he was coming. "Oh God. So good. Sir it is so good." Watching Danny the whole time, he saw the smile on Danny's lips and returned it.

"You are mine Steven. All your orgasms belong to me." It was a look Steve had never seen before on Danny. He looked almost jealous.

"This is for you Sir. It is because of you." He brought his hand to his mouth to lick his fingers. The expression on Danny's face changed to a darker look. Steve heard a quiet growl. Instead of his own mouth he reached his hand up to Danny's mouth. Who promptly took his fingers in his mouth. "Yours. Sir." Danny hummed around his fingers and they continued to watch each other while Danny cleaned his hand.

They lay there watching each other. Steve laid his head on Danny's muscular thigh. When Danny finished with his hand, Steve laid his hand on Danny's chest. The dark look had passed and Danny looked pleased. "To what do I owe the wake up call this morning Steven?"

"I wanted to thank you for such a memorable night. I wanted your cock in my mouth almost as much as I wanted it in my ass. Sir I wanted to taste you." Steve said openly and slightly smiling.

"You have institutive I will give you that." Danny looked at him with a stern look. "This morning that is rewarded, but be careful about being too forward with your wants. You will need to learn to ask."

Steve watched Danny a moment before answering. This was new to him and he was learning where and what the boundaries were. They still needed to talk about this, but it was so hot that Danny wanted to possess him. That he wanted everything Steve had to give and wanted to own it. "Yes, Sir. I will ask next time." He seriously thought about being flippant, but decided against it.

"Good." They continued to watch each other. "We should get some food. It was an active night and I could use some coffee."

Steve moved first and crawled up the bed. Stopping an inch from Danny's face. "Can I kiss you good morning Sir?"

A warm smile. "Steve that is something you will never have to ask permission for. Just like if you need a hug or cuddling."

Matching the smile. "Thank you Danny." And kissed him deeply. Morning breath be damned. He chased the taste of himself in Danny's mouth. Danny's hands on his biceps. "Good morning Danno." It startled a laugh out of the other man. "Let's go eat." Hopping off the bed Steve went to his drawers and grabbed a pair of boxers. He tossed the pair toward the bed. Grabbing a second pair he slid them on. "Get dressed Danno. I'll get coffee started." With that he headed out of the room.

As he headed down the stairs he found himself smiling. He could kiss Danny any time he wanted. It was a small joy to know he could. This was something that only very deep in himself had he wished for. Now he had permission to kiss, hug and cuddle with the smaller man whenever he wanted. Steve wondered if that meant the office too?

Fiddling with the coffee maker he began to think of their situation. In the light of day it seemed a stark reality. Could he really give up all his control to Danny in the bedroom? And what was it Danny said about safe words? Why would Steve need safe words? So that they hadn't done anything Steve didn't want or need. Was there more Danny wanted? He mentioned tying Steve up and blind folding him, but he said he could hold off on the blind folds. Did he want to spank him? Did Steve want him to spank him?

Steve was standing drinking a cup of coffee and contemplating what Danny had said the night before when Danny walked in. Going straight for the coffee Danny smiled at him. "You think any harder SuperSEAL your brain is going to melt!" Taking a drink from his own coffee.

"Why would I need safe words?" Steve blurted out.

"Because sometimes our play will be rough. Rougher than when I took you in the motel." Danny sat down facing Steve. "I want you to always feel safe. The truth is the submissive has the most power in this relationship. If you say your safe word for no then we stop. Doesn't matter what I want. But I always use two safe words. One for caution that this is not something I am really sure about and one for stop. I would never push you past your limits, but I want to make sure you are safe."

Contemplating that Steve sat down at the table. "Do you want food?"

"I could eat." Another swallow of coffee.

"We have oatmeal or we could go out?"

Danny watched Steve and Steve watched Danny back. "I think we have a lot to talk about. So oatmeal would be the best choice."

Steve nodded. "Do you want fruit or nuts or brown sugar?" At Danny's head shake Steve began making instant oatmeal. His mind on what Danny had said. Two safe words. One for caution and one for stop. The submissive has all the power? Even though Danny had taken last night. Or had he given? "If I had said stop last night the second time we have sex would you have stopped?"

Seeming to think about the answer Danny looked at him carefully. "If you had truly wanted to stop I would have."

"This is why we need safe words isn't it? Because when it felt like too much I wanted you to stop, but I wanted you to keep going." Steve placed the oatmeal in the microwave.

"Part of the reason." Danny took a drink of coffee. "The other reason is I want you always to feel safe. Those words will keep you safe. That is why they are there. I never want to push you past your limits. You know them better than I do, but I know you pretty well. However, I still am learning what you are like in the bedroom and concerning sex. So things like safe words are important."

Steve leaned against the counter and ran his hand through his hair. Crossing his arms he stared at Danny. "I don't think I need safe words." He knew he was being stubborn, but if Danny tried to take more than Steve was willing to give Steve could easily stop him.

"They are for both our safety Steve. For you to be able to stop me and for me to know where your limits are." Danny was sitting watching Steve. "Are you being stubborn because you think you can take me? Stop me when you don't think I would stop myself?" He saw the blush and smiled lightly. "Steve when something as intense as you experienced last night you tell me. Could you have stopped me when you were that far gone?"

Breaking eye contact he lowered his head. Danny had him there. He was so far gone when he started to sob for release it would have been easy for Danny to do anything he wanted to him. For a moment he hated Danny. He had pushed him to his limits and it made him vulnerable. "Pineapple for caution." He mumbled. Danny was right. They needed safe words.

"Okay." It was softly spoken. "And for stop?"

"Navy." When he received no response he looked up at Danny who merely nodded at him. The microwave beeped and he pulled out the oatmeal. Handing one to Danny he doctored his up with some almonds and dried apple chunks. He sat down across from Danny. After taking a bite he looked back at Danny who had an odd expression on his face. "What?"

"I'm just trying to decide if Navy is a good idea. As I am always joking you are in a different branch of the service and you are always saying, Navy Damnit Navy." Danny said.

"Can it be changed later if it becomes a problem?" Another bite of oatmeal. In fact, Steve was halfway through his and Danny hadn't even begun to eat his.

Finally taking a bite of oatmeal. "Yes, it can be changed."

"Can it be used during punishment?" Steve asked quietly. He was worried that the punishment would be bad.

Placing his spoon back in the oatmeal Danny ran both hands through his wildly crazy hair. "No, Steve it cannot be used during punishment." Before Steve could interrupt Danny raised his hand. "Wait." Steve nodded for Danny to go ahead. "I will never beat you or strike you for punishment. Punishment would fit the crime. If you are caught masturbating I will deny you orgasms until I believe you have learnt your lesson. If you are caught with another person in any sort of compromising position, unless it is task force orientated, this relationship will be over." Steve watched Danny carefully. His face was almost neutral. "Like this morning you went to give yourself relief. If you do something like that without permission I may chose to deny you an orgasm or make you chose. Please me or yourself. I don't want to punish you Steve, I want to give you pleasure. But you would need to agree that all of your pleasure is mine."

Steve had watched Danny through the whole explanation. He said he would never strike as punishment. "Would you strike me in pleasure?"

"Only if we agree to it. I would never go past a padded paddle or my hand. I don't believe in caning or riding crops or anything like that. It is a hard limit for me." Danny took a large bite to eat.

It was hard getting his head around this. Steve felt as though they were discussing a grocery list at how calm this all was. "Hard limit?"

"A limit that will never be crossed. There are soft limits and hard limits. Right now you have made blind folds a soft limit. Something you might be willing to try. A hard limit is something that will never be done. We both have limits Steve." Scratching his neck. "We will learn them as time goes forward, but if it is a hard limit there is no trying to talk the other into it. It is a limit that will never be done." Danny scrubbed his face. "This is a lot of shit so early in the morning Steve."

"I know it is, but I want to ask to fuck you after breakfast and I needed to know these things." He ducked his head shyly when he said it. "You just keep mentioning things I don't know about." Taking his last bite of oatmeal.

Danny chuckled at him. "Fuck me huh?" He got a shy smile and a nod from Steve. "I think we can do that." Steve watched him eat the rest of his oatmeal in silence. Taking the dishes he quickly washed them up.

"Danny?"

"Yeah?"

Not sure how to say it so he braced himself for it. He was pretty sure after last night he was falling for his partner. Steve wanted the man in more than his bed. The games were great and he enjoyed what Danny had done to him so far, but now he was curious about where this might be going. "What about making love?"

TBC

Chapter 5

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Mewwy