What a lazy day...
What a restless week, nothing but midterms and midterm papers. 0 hours of sleep, to many hours of studying and barely anytime to eat. I haven't gone out with my friends in awhile eversince spring break ended. I'd come home... pass out for a couple of minutes... wake up and study. Thank god now it's the weekend, I finally got to sleep in til 2 today which was an 8 hour sleep. I got up and called around to see if anyone could hang out with me, I called like 10 people but none of them would answer their damn phone. Finally my friend calls back and asked me if I wanted to come over, of course I did for a little and we watched princess mananoke (sp?) anyways... It was nice to finally get out... even if it was for a little. I find out that my brother is gone and is still out >.> it's freaken 3:15am damn anyways I IMed him to ask him for help with this game but his friends took over his computer and this chaos happened. haha well.. here's what I wrote in my myspace journal:
you know whats great?
seeing how people react when they find out you're gay.
I remember what it was like being in the closet.
I didn't tell anyone I was bi for a couple of years
I mean... I used to be bi...
until I figured out I wasn't attracted to guys my senior year of HS
and let me tell you, it wasn't easy keeping it hush hush to myself
all I started doing was testing the waters
beat around the bush
all that good stuff...
when I decided to come out through my livejournal
everyone was like OMG REALLY?
and some guys just asking perverted questions
but it felt great because I didn't have to hide it anymore!
the reason I brought this up was because I just got off the phone with my brothers friends.
My brother is over at someones house having fun
they decided to call me and tease me
they were making jokes about his RP character being gay
of course only 2 people there knew my bro was gay
the other 6 people didn't
they were like "hey nhu we are going to send you some pics"
and I was like "only if it's a pic of a hott chick"
lol only my bros best friend pat at that time knew I was gay
so the other people seeing that probably were surpized...
or just confused right now ;D
anyways while they were downloading pics to send to me
they found something on my bros computer
of course Pat closed it right away cuz he didn't want the others to see that I would resemble something of my bro being gay.
They probably saw it but it probably wouldn't hit them really quick.
Later on after hanging up with them Pat IMed me
and we started chatting about it.
He told me that my brother needs to come out of the closet
But it's his decision, he'll slowly come out like I did
it'll just take him longer cuz that's the way he is
ugh I need to find that boy a boyfriend lol
He said he doesn't want to be in a relationship though so... whatever..
I love my brother to death
we have a great bond... at times... when we don't curse and beat the shit out of each other...
hahaha
THE END
you know whats great?
seeing how people react when they find out you're gay.
I remember what it was like being in the closet.
I didn't tell anyone I was bi for a couple of years
I mean... I used to be bi...
until I figured out I wasn't attracted to guys my senior year of HS
and let me tell you, it wasn't easy keeping it hush hush to myself
all I started doing was testing the waters
beat around the bush
all that good stuff...
when I decided to come out through my livejournal
everyone was like OMG REALLY?
and some guys just asking perverted questions
but it felt great because I didn't have to hide it anymore!
the reason I brought this up was because I just got off the phone with my brothers friends.
My brother is over at someones house having fun
they decided to call me and tease me
they were making jokes about his RP character being gay
of course only 2 people there knew my bro was gay
the other 6 people didn't
they were like "hey nhu we are going to send you some pics"
and I was like "only if it's a pic of a hott chick"
lol only my bros best friend pat at that time knew I was gay
so the other people seeing that probably were surpized...
or just confused right now ;D
anyways while they were downloading pics to send to me
they found something on my bros computer
of course Pat closed it right away cuz he didn't want the others to see that I would resemble something of my bro being gay.
They probably saw it but it probably wouldn't hit them really quick.
Later on after hanging up with them Pat IMed me
and we started chatting about it.
He told me that my brother needs to come out of the closet
But it's his decision, he'll slowly come out like I did
it'll just take him longer cuz that's the way he is
ugh I need to find that boy a boyfriend lol
He said he doesn't want to be in a relationship though so... whatever..
I love my brother to death
we have a great bond... at times... when we don't curse and beat the shit out of each other...
hahaha
THE END