Jan 07, 2004 01:05
im sorry. i truly am.
i dont mean to be an asshole but forgive me if i feel like im being abandoned. i consider you my friends. allies. confidantes. i have no problem sharing anything that is mine with you. truly. but understand that since you're a couple i feel alone 90-100% of the time. i feel like i am always in your way. and it bothers me that i had to find out from other people that you are getting married. especially since this information directly affects my life. im excited for you. i support your choice. but ive felt less welcome in my own home more and more over the past month or so. i feel like im being plotted against. and i hate it.
but its late.
we should talk and quit being passive-aggresive in our ljs.
that'd be a step.