It's hard to believe sometimes how happy I am with the way things are going in my life. That everything I've always wanted, is falling into place. That my boy came for me, that I get to see him each day, or at least nearly every other. That I can hold him, and hear him whisper adorable things in my ear. Promises I know he will keep, dreams I know we will follow. I've never been so happy. It makes me nervous though. That something could go wrong, just because as Charlotte says in the SATC movie (I had to!) No one gets everything they want. So I'm terrified something bad could happen. But I'm trying not to be anxious and just enjoy the fact that I am so, so in love.
I can't wait to stop going to school physically next semester and start taking online classes. I can start working full time and actually earning some money. Who knows, maybe I'll be able to vacation sometime, and start to save up to eventually move out. I don't know. I'm just still learning this whole being really happy thing!
I like it! =)
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