The first time I've wanted to go home since I left
I thought a text at 3am on a Saturday night was going to be my friend who I happen to know will be in a proper state right about now.
But it's not. Somebody needs me and I'm on the other side of the world and I can't do anything except be available for 3am Skype. All I want to do is be there and hug and make everything better and I can't. I can just sit here and make it known that I'm completely available whenever needed and desperately hate being so unable to do anything. Not that I could do anything if I was there. But I still feel like I'm unavailable even though I am totally available.
Stupid distance. Why can't I just apparate?!
Okay, that was my sad cry for being so far away.
Still feeling awful.
*big hugs for everyone who needs them*
But it's not. Somebody needs me and I'm on the other side of the world and I can't do anything except be available for 3am Skype. All I want to do is be there and hug and make everything better and I can't. I can just sit here and make it known that I'm completely available whenever needed and desperately hate being so unable to do anything. Not that I could do anything if I was there. But I still feel like I'm unavailable even though I am totally available.
Stupid distance. Why can't I just apparate?!
Okay, that was my sad cry for being so far away.
Still feeling awful.
*big hugs for everyone who needs them*