Tears for Fears

[quoth_lisa]

I talked to Padma today.

She cried a lot.

It was awkward.

I just let her cry.

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[raine_0n_me]

I don't know what to say to any of them. I have no words of comfort, because I can't comfort myself.

[quoth_lisa]

She made a lot of noise.

I didn't know what to do.

I wish I could help you.

[raine_0n_me]

Luckily I have Fred.

He's up here with me, sleeping at the moment. Dumbledore told him to come and try to get me to eat.

Everytime I look at food I feel sick.

[quoth_lisa]

You should eat.

I don't like to either, though.

[raine_0n_me]

Did you...did you know he was up here?

I've managed some toast.

[quoth_lisa]

I... I saw him go up.

That's good.

[raine_0n_me]

Oh God. You heard, didn't you. You must think I'm a complete monster.

I just...needed to forget for a while. And he's helped so much. I realise we must try and remember her when she was happy, not as another victim.

[quoth_lisa]

...

Did it work?

[raine_0n_me]

No. Well, it sort of worked, in a very abstract sense. The realisation let me sleep, although that could have been from exhaustion.

Now her father can never touch her again.

But that doesn't mean I've forgotten what he and Pettigrew have done.

[quoth_lisa]

Sleep? I could use some sleep.

Yes. She'll never be hurt or in pain again.

None of us will.

[raine_0n_me]

Sweetie, go and see Madam Pomfrey. She's willing to give any of us potions.

They will pay. I've been looking forward to blowing up something worthwhi

[quoth_lisa]

I will.

Please don't get hurt.

[raine_0n_me]

I'm not going anywhere soon sweetie, don't worry.

Death would have to drag me away from Fred first.

Oh by the way, please ignore the mess in the dorm - I'll fix it. My problem got out of hand.

[fred_x_george]

Sorry Lisa!

Raine, you beautiful Coyote, I love you, and there is no way you are going anywhere without me.

[raine_0n_me]

Aw Freddie.

[fred_x_george]

*kisses* you look lovely when you blush. You look even better when you've just woken up though!