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I lost 5 pounds over the past two days. I don't feel much of anything anymore. It's like not being seen not being cared about by the one who I wanted. . . needed to. How do you explain a broken heart, how do you let someone feel how alone they've made you. ... You can't :( When someones world is solely wrapped up in themselves theres no room to let them see how much you need them. Its amazing how easy it is to say that you'll be there for someone and yet turn around and walk away. I never would have walked away and I was dropped for a friendship that is only a half a week long. I loved someone for longer than seven months and he says goodbye because of someone he knew for less than a week. How do you live with that? How can you look someone in the eye tell them you love them but take their heart and crush it in their hands?