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I don't want it to end. I like my life right now and all of a sudden this past month everything changed :'(. Tomorrow is my last day at MHS and I don't want it to be . I wasn't sad until today Ms. Taake told me to come up to her room and she gave me this survey thingie I filled out as a freshmen and I realized how god damn much is going to change. This year has been the best year of my life and I don't want it to end. :'(. Its so ironic today I was sitting in art and I said I hadn't cried in a while. Which I guess wasn't true but this is different crying, this is deep down everything crashing down on you at once crying where a part of you feels as though you could just lay down and die, stop breathing, have your heart stop beating because you are just that sad. I remember only once before I cried like this and it was quite a few months ago now. Today has been the worst day ever. I got back my poetry books where my poem got published only to find out they spelled Winning wrong therefore everyone in the state got my poem in its incorrect form. And my lanturn broke that I worked so hard on, and then something else happened that I DON'T wanna talk about so don't ask. I failed photography and all I wanna do is cry. It's 11:35 I need to shower so I can go to sleep for my last day tomorrow. I don't wanna grow up I wanna stay here I wanna go on like this for another year why can't things just stay the same.
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