I WISH THERE WAS A RIVER THAT I COULD SKATE AWAY ON
DAMN. JUST DAMN.
pardon me for a second while i drool over this amazing man.
i can't decide if my love for him is hero worship or just something as simple as lust. i mean, there is no denying his sex appeal. it's ridiculous. but he is such an incredible influence. I've been going through some shit recently, nothing anywhere near as heavy as his addiction, but still stuff that has been bothering me and it amazes me that he could just decide one day to quit and get on with his life. if nothing else, that is POWER. that is will over himself that most people don't possess. and for that, among everything else, i applaud him. It's one thing to be a talented actor, but it's a completely different thing to be an inspirational person too.
so, about the desktop. again, DAMN. but i don't want to make that my desktop. i'll stick with the Heroes eclipse for a few reasons. this computer is in the living room area, where my parents and anyone else and see the screen at all times. I'm not going to expose my... well kink isn't really what i'm going for... but kink i guess with him being tied up in that picture, no matter now beautiful and sexy that image is. and i'm not going to publicly express my obsession for this man who is married with a kid my age and is as old as my mother. not on the family computer.
so, as much as i'd love to stare at this incredibly sexy picture that fits so perfectly on my desktop, i'm not going to.
i'll be posting dreams later too.
DAMN. JUST DAMN.
pardon me for a second while i drool over this amazing man.
i can't decide if my love for him is hero worship or just something as simple as lust. i mean, there is no denying his sex appeal. it's ridiculous. but he is such an incredible influence. I've been going through some shit recently, nothing anywhere near as heavy as his addiction, but still stuff that has been bothering me and it amazes me that he could just decide one day to quit and get on with his life. if nothing else, that is POWER. that is will over himself that most people don't possess. and for that, among everything else, i applaud him. It's one thing to be a talented actor, but it's a completely different thing to be an inspirational person too.
so, about the desktop. again, DAMN. but i don't want to make that my desktop. i'll stick with the Heroes eclipse for a few reasons. this computer is in the living room area, where my parents and anyone else and see the screen at all times. I'm not going to expose my... well kink isn't really what i'm going for... but kink i guess with him being tied up in that picture, no matter now beautiful and sexy that image is. and i'm not going to publicly express my obsession for this man who is married with a kid my age and is as old as my mother. not on the family computer.
so, as much as i'd love to stare at this incredibly sexy picture that fits so perfectly on my desktop, i'm not going to.
i'll be posting dreams later too.