"I must go forth alone, without knowing how."
Sam had left his brother, and the life of hunting, once again in a means to stop himself from causing anymore damage. He knows he’s a threat now-instead of being a savior-and his only chance of keeping himself from his destructive destiny is to run away. Or so he hopes. Sam doesn’t know what he’ll do, but he thinks he doesn’t have another alternative.
Separated from Dean and now earning a living by working at a bar, Sam is haunted by the spirit of his first love, Jessica. Guilt and regret cloud his feelings and at first he thinks she’s nothing more than a dream caused by his disturbed conscious, but even spirits can visit people in dreams, Sam knows this all too well. Once his dearly departed ends up being nothing more than a con from Lucifer himself, Sam realizes he’s most vulnerable when he’s alone.
No matter how hard Sam tries, avoidance isn’t the answer-regardless if it was himself he needed to get away from-He knows his only choice is to stay with his brother, keep denying Lucifer’s temptation, and destroy the angel no matter the outcome of their already damaged lives. This was his only way of redemption.
Muse: Sam Winchester
Fandom: Supernatural
Word Count: 205
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