coping with stress = not even feeling anything anymore

May 09, 2009 10:33

i have grape-sized lumps under both of my armpits. they became noticeable about monday or tuesday this week. they're kinda painful.

i told my mom and she's freaking out. don't worry, i'm going to the doctor on monday. but it's funny how i'm not really upset about this because there are 800 other things i have to worry about this week. i've just become desensitized.

it's so weird when the school year is over, because i find myself unable to deal with my life without a persistent sense of urgency and danger. i have no idea what to do.

sigh. so i guess i'll let you know what happens.

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